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exams!

2008-07-23T14:58:00.003+08:00

sianz... =[
tests coming up and etc, nearly 2 weeks no blog ler.
i take around 1 hr to write a blog entry =.=
thats why i dun feel like writing ler. so much to say but so little time.
so im juz going to briefly go through everything.
for the PA-STF, i lost and got bronze =[ 2:3
i finally know wads wrong, i didnt put in my whole heart and soul into the match.
i could have scored one more point at the end but my mind gave up.
oh well, heres some interesting things that happened that day:
then akil won gold with 7:0 3 times, which is so nice, but they say his opponents are all new comers.
hes always arriving late with his bro for training =.= and i really wonder how he could kick so well. talent? but his brother is opposite...
then wesley's final match, won with 7:0 in 30 secs.
then we were like wow, final match supposed to be hardest but its the easiest for him.
then zhi yong won a guy who has been brown belt for 3 years and participated for 3 years.
so hes rather pro coz its hes 1st time and coz sam sir and mr ho all not free so he got some coach from other club and the coach didnt teach him at all, juz gave him water.
shiela and dominique both got gold and they get to take the overall 3rd trophy on stage.
and i was playing outside and i didnt know the prize presentation is starting and i was abit late. in my rush to get back, i fell and hurt my elbow =.=
and when i went in, i found out that havent really started yet, only queueing up... how great is that? and my elbow was bleeding.
why m i always abit late for prize presentations? the toa payoh one also.
aljunied overall 3rd, with 6 gold medals i tink. then 2nd and 1st have 8 each.
for the pictures, go my friendster =] but have to add me coz restricted.
frienster: www.friendster.com/pigywen or search wenqi_1995@hotmail.com
after this maybe im going to blog less and i lazy upload pictures =x so juz go my friendster instead lah.
and... lets see... i cant really rmb wad happened last week =x so im going to skip some.
on sun 20/7/08, i went to church and after church, i went to buy cheese nachos in the seven eleven nearby but it wasnt as nice as the ones they sell in golden village cinema... i dun tink im going to buy it again.
On racial harmony day, 21/7/08 mon, our sch got this pasar malam and each class have to set up a stall selling old stuff to raise funds for sch building fund =.=
then our class's stall is juz outside our class =] which is good.
then we took out 5 tables and set up our stall.
then we pull all our teachers to come and buy things from our stall =] sabo them.
haha, it was fun and i like the event very much. in the end, we raised $90++.
i bought the 2 hand lotion, a waterbottle and a glow in the dark paint all for $3 =]
but i regretted buying coz in the end, all those items not sold out were given to the salvation army.
actually, we could take them but no one wanted them so we gave them to salvation army, but i took some unwanted things for free home >.<
and its a half day, so we were released at 10.30am =]
then tuesday 22/7/08, got lit test and eng oral test... >.<
lit test was okay, and the oral test was so fun! =]
my examiner is so nice and she laugh =] i wan to have oral again!
then today, i nvr go sch =] coz got violin exam @ 11.29am.
but have to go 20 mins earlier. yeah, and i was kinda late coz i reach at 11.15am.
nvr get to practise much, only 1st song... and have to go ler.
when i went in, i was so nervous... when i was playing the song, my hand was shaking >.<
then i play one note wrongly at the second song, but other than that, it was fine.
hope i get distinction. actually, i dunno if i shld quit or not, i cant afford...
hiax, money is the root of so many problems of mine...
the examiner is so nice =] an old lady... but very gentle.
well, after this violin exam and oral, i guess my confidence got boosted.
and i dunno why but these days, i like to smile alot >.<
while walking up the stairs, i smiled at my neighbour. i smiled at the examinor too.
haha, im a weird person... and i also like to appologise =x
at tkd, i like to apologise for every small little thing, no matter if im right or wrong.
like during no contact sparring, i accidentally kick abit then i will say sorry >.<
becoming a habit ler, actually, no harm saying sorry mah.
i guess i finally know that many misunderstandings occur coz we dun wan to say sorry
yeah, like the one between me and samuel...
actually, i wan to be friends with him. but hes still staring at me... i feel so bad.
oh well, but i still owe him 100 starjump =x hahas.
i managed to evade it by keeping quiet and he nvr really bothered.
but i know he knew it during that training, but i dunno whether he forgot le not.
all started with my belt being messy =.= quite a awkward experience.
i heard him saying smth like 'some ppl juz nid motivation'
but im not sure whether its for me or not but i tink its a 80% chance.
but i juz kept quiet... the way to deal with some seniors is to keep quiet, coz the more u talk back at them, the more they want to pick at you...
but i dun that to happen anymore... bad experience.
tmr got maths test... i dun feel like studying leh. i guess im going to do my d&t homework 1st since im on the comp.

Leader's investiture

2008-07-12T20:43:00.004+08:00

wow, my thumbdrive actually survived the trip to the washing machine and still can use sia! so pro =]
yeah! and yesterday have the learder's investiture! the big day for cedar leaders.
and we get to leave class at 11.20 for last rehearsal =] skip lessons!
skipped english and history but the ms lin ask me tuesday stay back for 20mins so that she can tell me wad the lesson is about.
she say the lesson is very important =.= bleh. why she so serious?
then b4 we go on stage, pey ling bought a drink and we all share it.
in less than 5 mins, the whole drink is gone >.< damn nice, like amazing race.
then its time for us to go on stage! woohoo, the clapping was thunderous!
then we sing the song 'do i make you proud' but i didnt exactly memorise, like i was supposed to, but i juz sing along.
that was the best part man, although oxygen level is very low...
i only rmb the chorus goes like this ' this is what we dream about, but the only question in me now, is do i make you proud, i've never been stronger than i am now, no longer afraid of standing out, but do i make you proud!'
man, that really rocks! and we got our monitress badges!
its so damn nice! its silver in colour and theres my name on it!! everyone's so envious.
wahahah! thats so great =]
then after that, jolene say got msp but after i eat lunch, she come and tell me no msp >.<
oh well, go home together with ying yi, suyu, nadia, rachel and felicia.
then felicia nid to change bus from 107 to 13. then the bus 13 was right behind our bus 107 so we keep waving to her then she very paiseh coz everyone on it was looking at her. but we purposely de =]
then at night got tkd. coz on sat and sun got PASTF, thats why the fighters dunnid to run!
then we warm up and did some kicking. and after training, me and my maid went to s11's coffeeshop to buy bbq chicken, its so nice!
then as usual, all the coaches and some parents with their children frm aljunied are there. i want to join them actually, but so paiseh, so i went home in the end.
then this morning, i woke up and no one was at home except for the china lady whom is sleeping.
so i slept abit longer till 9.30 then brush teeth and eat breakfast and play my ds.
then go for violin class then come back, bathe and my mom fetch me and my maid to yishun sports hall.
for? for the PASTF Championship's quarter finals round lah! =]
when i stepped in the sports hall at 3pm, i could feel the atmosphere lor. so high.
then was bout 80 and my bout number is 120 =) my mum stayed for awhile then left ler.
then after some waiting, its my turn to report ler!!
then i saw my opponent, luckily shes shorter than me! thank God! but we never really talk...
the only sentence i ask her is 'did you fight last year?' then she nod her head. =.=
im blue and she red and i won with a score of 0:2 =]
but this time, is john sir as my coach. lols.
at the 1st round, i scored 2 then for the next 2 rounds, i decided to play defensive.
i keep getting close to her so she cannot kick me and waste time =x
im so bad hor... but in the ring, theres no good or bad, theres only winner and loser!
so happy that i won but tmr still got 2 more matches to fight! and im fighting with crystal again... i didnt know shes from paya lebar kovan cc lor, i always thought shes from acme. or maybe is fake cc.
last year, i also fake cc as choa chu kang cc... coz each club can only send 1 fighter in each category only.
i shall do my best! huat ar!!
then today, got someone got so badly injured that he has to be sent to hospital...
i tink his opponent kicked his spine or smth like that but he couldnt get up. then they had to carry him away in a stretcher... poor thing.
sometimes, its better to be a girl i tink, coz girl's matches are not so fierce.
i feel as if im going to get sick soon... im having flu now.
and juz now, my head is alittle hot =[ hope i dun get sick tmr...
im going to try my best! we can, we must, we will !!!
but my mood is rather crappy today...
God, please be with me and help me. I need You!
today, i received an email... its about this dog called 'faith'
its an amazing dog! its lost both of its arms and left with 2 hind legs.
but it can walk like a human! i admire its determination.

the guy who got badly injured...

vanga's fighting and sam sir's sitting on the chair

this is faith, the amazing dog
She can sit and stand like a human!

2 days of sch events

2008-07-10T20:20:00.002+08:00

yeasterday, when mr lim was teaching us english, everyone was like laughing lah.
he dun really behave like a sch teacher lor =] which is great.
he was like saying that he hates summary coz we are learning summary that day.
then he took the chair and sat down and continued talking from the slides >.<
then he was like skipping some slides... haha, and he dunno why we laughing lor.
then during d&t, i tink mr foo has a brother, which is the principal of edvox music school and they look so alike... the dressing also.
gonna ask him one day =.=
then during geog, mrs loh was like saying when we write our name on our homework, muz write like how it is in the class list.
then she side track to dunno wad university thing =.= then she 'scold' felicia,me and gayle coz we talking. but the lesson havent start mah, she giving out finished assignments only and we got ours le...
then at night, got tkd at blk 19. then when i arrive there, only got john sir, his son and matthew...
john sir look rather disappointed coz not many ppl turned up and he say they not serious.
that lesson was so cold. only mr lee and his kids, me, zhiyong, matthew, gillian, darren and 2 others are there.
was rather slack and shiela and dominique was skipping ropes >.<
but it looked rather fun and they say can help with sparring so im going to try it out
then after tkd, my maid and i go buy bbq chicken wings =] so nice!
haha and i ate 2 of them >.<
then today, SEL lesson change to reading period =.= then i supposed to collect all history hw by 3rd lesson which is history but i havent start yet so ask anisha help me =x
hiax, why ms lin like to call monitress to do history things? theres smth called 'history rep'...
then english period, got summary test >.< i nvr study and almost couldnt finish.
but mr lim so nice, go collect others 1st then come and collect mine. =]
im getting to like him ler, like as in being ok with him not love hor.
at the last minute, i chiong until my hand was shivering and going to cramp soon...
then i tried to slow down but my hand was shaking >.< hiax.
oh well, hope i get high marks =] jiayous!
then felicia's face was black like thunder from the minute she walked in the classroom in the morning. i dunno wads wrong with her lah, like everyone owe her 1million dollars...
then after recess, she change become happy and talk to me =.= i find it so weird so i ask her wads wrong with her then she got angry again =.= wtf.
then towards the end of the day, she become happy again... the weather also not so unpredictable lah.
man, so much things to do. muz draw sitting plan for ms lin summore. why does she nid a sitting plan?! cant she see the names that we pasted on our tables?
haix, i gave her one ler but she say that is wrong. what can i do? its been given to me by the form teachers wad.
then today supposed to have a compulsory rehearsal for all leadership ppl at 5-7pm.
they siao ar, ask us wait in sch until 5pm or ask us go home then come again?!
but i nvr go coz =x anyway, the sch one monitresses dun have any perfomance, only nid to walk up the stage... nid to stay back so long mahs?
then the nationals track and field competition, ask the non-sch team go for wad? support them? =.= i not free, sry.
after that, still got wad victory dinner, you sure we will win or not? with such a coach... im not so sure. woah, going swensons leh, how much? $15. =.=
no thanks, you all enjoy yourself bah...
yeah, tmr is friday! 1. last day of the weekdays 2. got tkd 3.nearer to the PASTF Championships (oh no!)
when you are under pressure, juz close your eyes, take a deep breath and say 'i am the best.'

CIP2 @ TPCL

2008-07-08T20:42:00.002+08:00

today morning was kinda a bad start coz i quarrelled with my maid about cannot find umbrella =.=
then today during d&t, we get to use the tablet PCs =]
can draw on it de but my ds can draw better... then nadia tinks its very cool.
she say in cresent girls sec, all of them have to buy tablets and its only $1300 for them... hiax, so unfair, we dun have =[
and they all do their homework on the tablet... i wan to change sch!!!
kinda regret coming to cedar. cedar standerd drop le lor. and the teachers all crap.
then reading period got this chattin session =.= but not as bad as i thought lah.
then i try to talk until period end coz felicia dun wan go next >.<
mdm sia muz have thought that i am a slacker. hahas!
i purposely de. crapped through it all >.<
then during maths, i not listening at all luh =x
i rmb there was a very funny joke that was cracked today but i forgot wad it is abt ler >.< smth sick i tink.
oh ya then during recess, i was eating mee rebus then nadia put her half unwanted egg york on my spoon then i ask everyone wad it reminds them of.
then hazel say nothing so i flip the egg york over, the round side on top, then i say 'wad about this?'
then everyone burst out in laughter =.= we are always this sick =x
after sch, me and nadia went to toa payoh library to do cip >.<
this is my second time le and this time, felicia take bus with us coz 'shun lu'
this time, i smarter, nvr rush like hell, reach there juz nice 2.30pm.
then we sign in then i thought we were going to do shelving but we nvr do shelving at all =[
instead, at first, the person ask us go 3rd floor wait for her, but she nvr turned up so we went down 1st floor. =.=
then another person ask us go up 3rd floor again to find some books from the 2nd floor's health section.
woah, 2 long list of books but nadia's list is shorter than mine >.<
then we bring a basket each and started our work.
we were kind of competing with each other then i found afew ler but nadia still havent found any >.< im lucky =]
but luck will change... suddenly i got tummyache so i rush to the toilet =.=
spent like 10 mins inside... then after i come out, nadia going to finish hers ler.
then she wan do mine so i let her lor, then i go pack the books in the baskets.
then some books cannot be found so we left after trying our best.
juz nice sia, the books fit nicely. but the basket was so heavy that we half dragged and half carried it to the lift...
then it stretched my leg and my leg bleed abit coz the sides of the basket is so sharp... =[
then my skirt keep touching the wound everytime i walk so i got so irritated...
then at the 3rd floor, the librarian let me use the trolley so its easier >.<
why didnt we tink of it earlier? ... ahh, then it became so easy.
the work of science... then after that its about 4.50pm ler.
so the person let us go early then nadia wanted to shop for sarah's present but no shops nearby and she has to be home by 6pm for tuition
so we take bus 153 together and went home =]
and she even gave me one of her cheese toufu and a sweet! so kind of her =D
today no tkd coz sam sir say after grading, then want to rest for 1 lesson.
but tmr nid go help out at john sir's class =] but im lovin' it. lols.
friday is last training before the PASTF Competition!! =[
lets hope for the best and take a step at a time... or else you will end up tripping!

trip to amada's hse

2008-07-07T17:55:00.004+08:00

decided to go to amanda's house this morning. dunno why too, maybe coz bored... but i still havent finish my homework >.<
den i brought my ds but no batt so take the charger along to charge there >.<
yeah then amanda and i made cookies. actually mostly is she make as i dunno how coz she made them during her home econs last week but she dun have recipe so is juz from memory.
so i juz help her lor, got nothing to do.
then we make chocolate ones and butter ones with sugar.
they werent exactly round >.< and abit ugly coz we dun have the cutter and roller.
then it didnt really turn out that nice coz we nvr put enuff sugar. amanda only put 2 spoons of sugar =.=||
yeah, and i help her download audition also but her comp hang >.<
and i went to check my email but i tink i nvr log out, but i rmb i got close the window mah, and now i juz found out that 4 of my emails were read when i only read 1 of them =.= argh.
i hope its logged out now... oh well. then 4pm got violin accompaniment.
i tink the teacher is from thailand or smth like that. then the violin playing was rather good but the oral was horrible.
i wanted to hum for the song but she made me sing >.< and im always out of pitch.
i cant sing de lah! i hope i dun fail the oral during exam on 23 july.
and i still havent tell the sch abt the exam and i cant attend sch >.<
and 22 july have test, 24 july also have test =.=
i want to learn drums or guitar instead...

Pictures! =]

Amanda >.<

Amanda's Little Bro And Sis!

Butter Cookies With Chocolate Cookie Layer On Top, My New Invention!

Butter Cookies, What Does The 2 Circle Cookies With Brown Chocolate Dots On Top Reminds You Of? =x Think Straight!

Hot From The Oven!

What A Mess We Made! >.<

movies @ plaza sing and church

2008-07-06T20:24:00.003+08:00

lets start with wad i did yesterday first =]
yesterday morning, around 12, i went to kovan hub.
it was rather crowded coz yuying sec was having a mini fair to raise funds for charity then nearly the whole sch was there...
yesterday morning, b4 i went to kovan hub, some yuying ppl also can and knock on our doors to ask for newspaper to sell for charity but my newspaper are for my dear dog >.<
then zhi yong had a booth at kovan hub. it was a game booth.
there were so many booths there... got henna, nail painting,games,food etc.
then his game is like u are supposed to shoot a rubber band into a board and the board got alot of toothpicks sticking out and you are supposed to make the rubber band stay on a toothpick and each game costs 50 cents.
then to interest ppl to play the game, theres this big prize of a bbq griller...
but i tink its juz for show >.< in the end, i only got a sweet. hahas.
then i went to eat a bowl of ice jelly cocktail and went for my violin lesson.
then rush to plaza singapura at dhoby ghaut to meet felicia,shujia and charmaine.
we going to watch 10 promises to my dog at 3.45pm.
actually, we were planning to go to bugis but that cinema dun have this show so change location.
but when im in the MRT, they still at bugis, i ask them why go there, they say to take neoprints =.=
wads so nice abt neoprints ar? its juz a photo mah, they always take neoprints de...
then in the end, i reach plaza sing the earliest -.-
then i went up to the top floor to the cinema then wah, the queue is so long.
so i queue and waited for them to arrive. then we buy tickets together.
we were so lucky coz there was only 4 seats left at the 1st row from the screen.
dunno whether the person got bluff us or not but we still buy it lor.
then i buy nachos and we went in after shopping awhile and they eat kfc.
the show is so nice lor and the dog is so cute. i wonder how they make the dogs 'act', guess its very hard and got alot of NGs. then the ending was so touching that i cried >.< couldnt help it mah.the dog died lor. i dunno wad i will do if my dog dies one day...
then felicia couldnt finish her nachos =.= waste.
then throughout the show, there was this person or thing or dunno wad, knocking on the door beside the screen.
then coz i was sitting at the side, i could hear it and it was so irritating.
then charmaine and the rest also can hear and the person behind me looked scared.
then at the end of the show, when we opened the door, there was nothing outside =x
mystery... next time i dun wan sit right in front ler.
then after the show, they wanted to go home but i wanted to shop summore so i walk with them to the mrt then i walk back to the plaza and went to this $2 shop.
everything is $2 there >.< then i spent $10. then went home.
then the next day, which is today, i woke up at 8.30.
then meet nadia and her sis at 9.10am at macdonals then we took 62 together and went to trinity church @ PL together.
this is my first time there but the atmosphere was so high that i sang aloud too.
then i felt that wad the pastor said was really meaningful.
he said that everyone is born a champion, no one is a mistake.
god never make mistakes. and you know why everyone is a champion? the fact that we beat all our other brothers in making it to the egg 1st during fertilisation makes us the fastest and strongest of the lot. makes sense?
but to be a champion for life, you have to believe in yourself, have faith in God and live for a cause. dont waste your life away.
but the place was so cold... my fingers also kinda freezing.
but after the talk, i feel much lighter now, as if God has taken much of my burden away...
then they had this communion coz its the 1st week of the month. then well, i sort of became a member of their church. so that makes me a chirstian but b4 i become a faithful chirstian with complete trust in God, theres something that i have to accomplish to prove my trust.
i have made a promise to God that once i get my 1st gold medal, that will prove that my trust in God can create miracles. and that is the time i am ready to go for water baptism.
then we went for lunch at sing post's macdonals. i wanted to eat yoshinoya but there dun have.
and im so happy that the seven eleven there have cheese nachos.
maybe im going to buy it when i go for church the next time.
next week i cant go coz i have pastf championships but i will use that as a chance to test my trust in God...
will i succeed?
Father, please be with me. Guide me, Improve me and Mold me into a better person.
Amen.

Photo On The Escalator

10 Promises To My Dog - Thank You For Being By My Side

Actually got a video taken by felicia of the ending song but dunno why cannot put it up =[ oh well, too bad.

express-yourself-day

2008-07-04T22:44:00.004+08:00

today was express-yourself-day! =]
i wore jeans, a black shirt with tie and a vest...
then i reach sch abit early than usual and the classroom was rather chaotic.
i spray my hair red and nadia painted my fingernails black >.<
then gayle lent me her glove coz she have 2, its rather nice, and if im going to hougang mall, im going to buy it.
then the form teacher came in and spoiled the fun by asking us to keep quiet and sit down...
then english period, i was patching up my nails coz abit ugly liao then at the end of the lesson, mr lim was dancing for us >.<
quite unique lah, coz few teachers would actually dance for us.
then some of the teachers were wearing school uniform coz their theme is 'back to school'.
i feel that those teachers who nvr follow the theme are spoiling the fun lor coz its supposed to be a fun day and we are supposed to let our hair down but some teachers were too afraid to wear, like our form teacher lor.
then mdm sia was like commenting that i wear very differently from the normal guai girl. please lah, dun get on my nerves, dun be sarcastic.
if you tink i am guai, would you accuse me of cheating? =.=
then i could skip reading period coz all the sec 1 monitress nid to take a photo together and i was so happy coz today i supposed to be my turn for the chat with teachers session.
i have nothing to talk to her lor so i was very glad that i can skip it and i hope she forgets about calling me! =]
then at 12.20, we gathered at the hall and there was several competition like 'best designer competition','best group category competition','most creatively dressed person competition'.
then me and rachel was participating in the designer one. shes designing the jeans and im the model =.=
the jeans abit plain coz was last minute work but overall, it was ok.
then the group category, nadia,anisha,jeethi and charlene are participating and it was damn funny coz its supposed to be 'totally spies' then they change to sugarry spies >.<
our class nvr participate for the most creativly dressed one coz its last minute notice then i didnt know so i nvr send anyone...
then at the start, there was this motivational talk. i dunno wad its about coz i nvr listen as i was preparing for the competition then i only know at the end, they all clap very loudly.
i dunno if they clap is coz the boring talk end le or is really very nice >.<
then the whole class of 4O was wearing pajamas and they did this item which was rather nice.
then towards the end of the whole event, they invited some teachers who dressed according to the theme to go on stage and catwalk for us.
it was damn funny lah and everyone got so high...
then i went to change and i get to keep the jeans and i helping rachel to wash her shirt and returning to her on tuesday.
then after that, me,rachel,felicia,suyu and yingyi went to kovan's macdonals to have lunch.
actually, me and felicia wanted to go hougang mall but hazel dun wan come with us so in the end we joined rachel and the rest to kovan which was so near my house =]
then we 1st went into heartland mall coz rachel wan to buy a gift for someone. then on the 1st floor escalator, theres this fishball rolling at the top of the escalator and we found it rather funny and suyu say its exercising >.< coz too fat. theres a pic of it below =]
then in the end, the security guard kicked it away =[ then suyu commented that it cannot excersice anymore, then everyone burst out laughing.
those onlookers muz have thought that we are crazy ppls...
then we all buy meals except rachel who ended up eating felicia's fries and drinking abit of my drink. so clever >.<
then i asked for 2 curry sauce but the person only give me one... he say they short of curry sauce =.=
wth. i short of money leh, how then?
then i ate fillet-o-fish, student's meal. at the end, felicia and rachel wanted me to buy mcflurry but i dun wan >.<
then rachel and felicia left early.. =[
then after they gone, i change my mind and went to buy coz yingyi and suyu also buy.
but in the end, i couldnt finish it and it ended up in my frige...
then we made a smiley face with the leftover sauce.
i bought a fighting fish to put in this mini glass pot which was empty coz its previous occupants died =[ but now it looked rather nice.
then after that, i went home and took a nap and at night still have tkd..
then i wash my hair to get rid of the hair spray and my hair ended up so dry...
then after that, i went to tkd and we run as usual lor, the roadway and 1 round of the park plus 11 stories...
but today, no racing coz i was wearing the padding and thats why not as agile.
actually, today i felt more energetic than tuesday... no reason.
then at the 11th story, shiela wanted to vomit so i waited for her and we walk down together with mr mok.
after that, do abit of kicking. then dion was kinda slacking.
i really dun understand life... dion is not so hardworking but his kicks are so solid hard but ppl like dominic and me are trying so hard but we dun achieve kicks like his...
maybe im not trying hard enough... or maybe im juz not it turns out to be.
im so confused. actually, everyone will die one day, so why do we try so hard to achieve great things? all we leave behind is a name...
im feeling so down these days... maybe coz theres a jinx in my life.
people say 'yesterday is history,tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift from God, thats why its called the present.'
but i cant help thinking about yesterday and worrying about tomorrow...
and the result was making myself feel sad and insecure.
then after that was sparring. im so shitty lor.
i keep using my front leg to kick, i also dunno why, maybe coz i tink it is easier to use front leg coz more chances of hitting the opponent but my front leg is so weak... i muz remind myself to use more of my back leg.
then sam sir was like shouting at me >.< i got so confused that i accidentally kick the guy's chin =x so sorry...
i guess he kinda gave up after that and turned his attention to others first.
my weakness is that my kicks are not strong enough and no fast enough...
and i juz learnt that there is 5 ppl in my category and im going to fight with my hwarang opponent in the 2nd round...
sam sir say its chicken feet but im not too sure, im afraid of losing at the 1st round.
i wanted to go into shiela's category =[ hiax..
then sam sir ask me to go for this '1st GTS Traditional Taekwondo Singapore Junior Championships 2008' at Thomson RC >.<
i told him i dun wan but he still ask me go try.
this competition is slightly different coz can kick head... later i kena knock-out >.<
life is so weird. last year, i wanted to go for competitions but i only could go for 1 but this year, i am not that interested anymore but ended up having to go for like 5.
God, i pray for your protection and please look after me and improve me...amen.
u know, some ppl say those who succed are those who dare to dream big.
but i tink is crap lah >.< no offence but i doesnt work... =[
then tmr is a rather busy day... in the morning, i going kovan hub to support zhiyong coz his sch selling some things there and he ask me to go.
then i have to go for violin then i have to rush to bugis to watch movie with felicia,shujia,charlene and hazel...
i dun really wan to go coz im feeling so down but i promise them le... so muz go.
then sunday i going church with nadia =] i suddenly believe in God.
notice i now always put a capital 'G'. =] i guess my mom is going to be very happy coz shes always been trying to ask me to go for church.
im soon going to change my status to chirstian, after i get my 1st gold medal.
i tink i nid to update my calendar... but not in the mood to do so, sometime later maybe...
now im going to get some sleep =] nightnight.

Some pictures that i took, enjoy!

Mr Lim The Cowboy!

Mr Lim Dancing With A Few Others

Nerdy Hazel With Zhuo En

Sec 1 Monitresses!

Felicia Is So Shy =x

Me And Sarah!

Is Suyu Sleeping Or Emo-ing? O.o

The Exercising Fat Fishball!

We Played With The Leftover Macdonal's Sauce =x

CIP @ TPCL

2008-07-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

im kinda happy today =] coz today no chinese! haha.
one week only have 4 periods of chinese, which i tink is quite alot then maybe tmr also no chinese coz 1pm need to go hall for the express-yourself-day competition and it clashes with chinese period.
today, i was trying my best to avoid the person coz i dun like the look of her and i didnt really look at her and dun really want to talk to her. well, none of our classmates like to talk to her, except charlotte maybe. =.=
then today's literature persentation, i tink our group screwed it -.- the script doesnt match the powerpoint at all lah, and we all dun understand wad the script is trying to say, maybe except celest coz shes the one who made it.
but i cant wait for tmr!! =] we dun have to wear uniform to sch! and im going to wear something boyish >.<
and me and rachel are going to enter the competition, shes designing the jeans and im going to be the model =.=||
then today after sch, i rushed to get to toa payoh library...
then ling hui was also rushing but to home, i dunno why lah but she always seems to rush home.
she say she juz wans to get home and maybe sleep...
then i had 2 sandwiches for lunch >.< and i reach the library at about 2.20pm.
then the person write my sign in time as 2.30pm >:(
at first, i wasnt very familiar with the place and i guess i look very blur...
then theres this cool sorting room, its a room behind the bookdrop and theres thousands of books waiting to be sorted there.
then i brought 2/3 of a trolley of books up to the second level and started sorting them out at the adult's fiction section.
i was having a headache... and the place was so cold, nxt time im going to bring a jacket.
then after about 50mins, i finished shelving them according to their alphebets.
then i saw 2 other CIP students, i tink is from CHIJ toa payoh.
its kinda boring to do CIP alone... no one to chat with.
then i went down again to fill my trolley.
this time, my trolley contained 1/3 of children books. the children section is on the 1st floor, same as the sorting room so dunnid to take the lift.
this time, a librarian came to help me but she saw that i could cope and left after shelving 1/4 of the books on the trolley. then i cleared this trolley in about 30mins and went to use the toilet.
after that, i went to fill 1/2 of the trolley up with adult fiction books. so i had to travel up to the 2nd floor again.
this time, i was faster coz im familiar with the adult's fiction section so i finished unloading it at around 40 mins. then went home at 5pm.
then they gave me this journal that has a calander for friends of the library and planner and instructions.
after this experience, i got to know more about how they shelve books and i found out some things.
some of the shelves were too full and some of the shelves were too empty >.< quite irritating coz we have to follow the alphebets then sometimes have to try and squeeze the books in or juz put on top.
now i can guide nadia when we go do CIP again on tuesday. =]
then moments ago, my mom ask me why i so hate chinese.
i told her everything. =.= then she looked kinda angry and she say she wan to speak to the teacher.
i say dunnid to care with some irritating ppl but in the end she still going for the meet-the-parents session.
hiax, waste my mom's time. =[
now everyone say i getting thinner and thinner =.= no lor... why do ppl always see the tummy only? my thigh is like so gigantic?! i guess thats where my weight comes from. i hope my thigh gets abit slimmer >.<
i hope tmr will be a nice day...
and im going to spray my hair! and maybe polish my nails =]

failure teachers

2008-07-02T16:29:00.003+08:00

today is the official day when i pledge my hatred for the chinese teacher.
damn it, i really cannot stand her sia. why she so.. argh.
she spoiled my whole damn day. i see her face, i feel very bu shuang.
as you know, today have the chinese spelling. i learnt abit only lah.
then halfway of the spelling, she came over and ask me to show her my hand.
wtf? go and die lah, i not ur dog lehs. she tink i cheating sia.
please lah, write on hand that method is so outdated. even if i wan to cheat, i will not use that lousy method lah. lao gu ban.
i hate those teachers who tink they very clever. >:(
then i got so shocked that i forgot all my words and in the end out of 10 blanks, i only fill in 5 blanks =.= fail lor.
she owe me an apology for accusing me. you guys know, everytime we did smth wrong, the teachers must make us apologise, but why is is that when they do smth wrong, they dun set an example and apologise?
what kind of teachers do you call that? kena sai lah. worse than sai ar.
and you know wads the results of her thinking shes so good? 2 things, she made me hate her more, hate chinese more. hai4 chun2 zhi1 ma3...
sometimes i feel like boxing her sia. argh. i muz have been indebted to teachers in my previous life. >:(
but also muz thank god for not letting her catch me cheating =]
i really muz go church on sun. coz last night i pray to god to help me get through this day...
stupid teachers... im so pissed off lah, now so crappy mood.
argh!!! @$^$#&$#@%#@$#@%^%#@$^$
nvm, i shldnt let these noob ppl spoil my day anymore, anyway even if i get angry with them, they cant feel anything...
i shld learn from jeethi abit sia, she make mrs tan so angry with her but shes still laughing it off, and she get scolded, she will laugh after everything ends.
exactly like when i was p5... =] so you can see how naughty i was when i was p5. but not exactly is my fault lah, if those teachers like to make mountains out of a holehill... hiax, weird ppls.
and now i juz found out that my tkd pants that i nid tonight is still in the washing machine and all wet.
wtf lah, why today so many unfortunate events happen on me?! >:(
what a jinx la she! i really hope we can change a new chinese teacher, young and kind one pherhaps, one that smiles often and dun stare at ppl for no reason.
you see, if we hate someone, all their positives becomes negatives. oh wait, does she even have any positives?!
oh man, during chinese lessons, i have been daydreaming about him as a school teacher =]] actually hes already kinda a teacher but would be so much better if he teach us at sch =] lol, then i would be abit like lisa >.<
better if he can replace as form teacher!! =DD
ahhh, then i would be such a good monitress... i will study all my spellings and pass every test with flying colours! =D
that would really rock alot!! oh well, god will take care of everything.
i hope my tkd pants will dry >.<
and now im back from tkd... =] today was abit slack too. some ppl have grading on this sunday. and i have tournament on next sunday >.<
today we learn some unarmed combat and one-way sparring.
sam sir nvr come today but on wednesdays at hougang ave 3, mostly is john sir teach de. then he tell us the one-way sparring is banned like 7 years ago. i wonder why...
wait, i tink its not called one-way sparring >.< i forgot wad its called but theres a one in front de. its abit like unarmed combat too.
then i partner with this new girl, i tink older than me but around my height.
then shes quite nice but abit too shy. i guess its normal, most ppl including me are like this when we are partnering someone new or in a new environment.
i wanted to do target kicking but we nvr do... instead do abit of poomsae then fall out and go home ler...
walk home with my maid while talking on the phone with nadia >.<
then tmr im going to toa payoh library at 2pm to do CIP shelving for 3 hrs...
going to be boring but im forced to... hiax, another lame activity.
and the worst thing is no one is going with me! im going to have to go myself.
i hope time pass quickly... and i dun reach there late coz sch ends on 1.50pm.
u all might think its impossible, actually i tink so too >.<
but afew mins i tink is ok bah. so going to chiong!!
and im going to skip lunch too =[ been skipping my meals nowadays... today also skip dinner... hiax, the stupid teachers spoil my appitite.
later kena gastric sia... but i cannot let his happen anymore!
so im going to grab a sandwich and eat on the bus =x

today's events

2008-07-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

this morning i woke up... feeling kinda tired as usual.
then chinese lesson, the mdm sia keep saying me this and that.
argh, she keep calling me coz im the monitress.
monitress dunnid eat rice ar? monitress dunnid rest ar?
stupid lah, i was feeling very sian so i shake my leg abit then she ask me to sit properly.
wtf lah! like you sit very nice like that.
nadia is also shaking her leg wad. and her lessons is super boring... dunnid how to teach then dun teach lah, make me hate chinese even more.
and im not going to learn for tmr's chinese spelling. i heck care ar.
she made me so pissed off. shyt lah, nxt reading lesson nid to have chat session with her. im going to crap all the way.
cedar reading period is so extra lah, the SEL also. waste our time...
shld cancel that lesson and let us go home earlier.
the assembly period and TOP is worst sia, waste our precious time.
got so many crap to talk? go talk to the wall lah, why muz force us to hear?
lol, im feeling that im more and more becoming like someone =.=||
then the geography period. gayle was saying smth to me then i couldnt hear.
then felicia repeat wad gayle say to me then the teacher say we talking.
wtf? talk abit will die meh? is not like we are telling grandmother stories.
haix, sch is so boring and waste of time =[
then i juz rmb smth, i havent do any CIP... muz do 8 hours leh!
then tmr is the CIP/IPW presentation and our group got nothing to present >.<
dunno wads going to happen, haha =x anyway me and nadia also nvr do.
then i sign up with the library to volunteer but i forgot the password and they nvr send me my new password. i waited 1 day le, so slow sia. my grandmother can do better than you.
then i went home and took a nap. wanted to play ds but no more battery =[
then after that went for tkd without eating dinner...
then as usual, run the roadway and one round of the park. dunno why today i super tired, after running, i had difficulty breathing.
maybe coz at the end i sprint too fast... coz i was racing with sam sir.
then suddenly my right side very pain so i slow down =[ damn it, friday muz do better...
im the kind of ppl who can do much better with competition and excitement.but so far only my tkd teachers can make me want to do better. you get what im trying to say?
then after warm-up and some kicking, the poom and brown belts under mr quek.
i miss the days of poomsae training =[ but have to wait for nxt year.
but today training not as bad as i thought, at least no starjumps =]
then we have to partner up and one person hold the target and the other kick it.
then i got no partner =[ at first was with nicholas but mr quek ask him go with clifford... then nicholas was like complaining that clifford cant hold properly.
then i got so pissed off lah, no one hold for me... then i had to wait for javier to finish then he hold for me. >:(
worst thing is they too slow then mr quek come and hold for me. stress sia...
then i forgot to shout =.= but today i think he good mood so nothing happen lor.
even worse is after mr quek hold, samuel lee come and hold...
but not as bad lah, at least he hold the target steadily so its easier to kick. =x
then after class, i went to the back toilet to change, then i saw justin at the fence there, dunno wad he doing lah but i went to talk to him.
then mr quek came out of the toilet then ask us wad we doing... we said 'nothing.'
then sam sir also come out then also ask us same question. we again say 'nothing.'
lol. not very interesting lah but i can sense that justin is kinda sad, dunno why, maybe family matters or quarrel with someone coz hes got 3 siblings.
then after that i went to buy bbq chicken wings with my maid at s11 hawker centre.
then i saw mr quek sitting there and stephine was walking towards me.
she say they always come here to eat after lesson... they as in sam sir, mr quek, samuel lee, shiela's father etc. maybe come drink beer...
i wonder wads nice in beer, why do so many ppl drink it like water?
but only mr quek was there, the others went to buy food maybe, but i didnt see them, only see samuel lee buying smth.
then i walk past mr quek, wanted to say 'hi' but he wasnt looking at me and he was talking on the phone so i juz walk past lor =x
anyway he dun even know my name, or maybe he does but juz dun wan call it, like samuel lor. last time he call me by my PSLE marks =.= how interesting?
then i went to amanda's blog. the one who ask me to link her =.=
i didnt know she was also christian but good for her. at least now she has a goal, not like last time. maybe my persuasion helps abit >.<
i want to attend church also but i dunno which one to go...
i wan to go to the one near my house but its on saturday and sunday is for kids only.
this sunday i going to the one nadia's going to try it out and they have event also.
oh well, im rather tired today... going to sleep now. tmr still got sch sia.
and muz find a way to overcome the new chinese spelling way and CIP/IPW presentation... =[ argh, why muz we do CIP? no pay =x
oh well, what can i do except to say goodnight.

life is never fair

2008-06-29T21:30:00.002+08:00

this morning i woke up thinking that life is never fair...
some ppl are rich and good in something.
but why are some ppl poor and good in nothing?
some ppl dun try hard but still archieved something.
some ppl try hard and they achieved something too.
but why is it that some ppl try so hard and yet they got nothing?
some ppl dun wan it but they have it.
some ppl want it badly but never had it.
why is life so unfair? cant it be fair for once?
i really muz learn to be contented. but how to be when im good in nothing?
i hope i dun end up like the 14 year old teenager who jumped down the building a few days ago.
today i went to friendster and went to chelsea's profile.
and i saw that samuel lee wrote something there so i went to his profile.
juz learnt that hes a rich kid. no wonder so mean...
oh well, they are all so rich. what can i do?
kinda envy him coz hes been to holidays so many times and has so many friends.
and i juz realised something. i wrote my blog address in chelsea's testimonials.
so means that samuel lee could have been here b4. O.o
lucky my friendster is only for friends to view.
but my blog is public =.= shld i restrict it?
lol, why shld i restrict it? i have nothing to hide wor.
im feeling so down these few days =[ no mood to do anything except play my ds.
then today afternoon 2pm go weight-in at the NTC.
then my mom fetch me there so early =.= 12.45pm..
so we went to eat dessert and shop...
then i saw samuel lee. he was running to lose weight coz he needs to lose 2kg to fit into the weight category.
but i left b4 i could see whether he can get into the weight category or not.
then i waited for everyone else to arrive...
then sam sir changed his specs. actually i noticed it on friday ler.
but today see it more clearer... its black in colour >.<
now makes him seem more refined. LOL. >.<
i still prefer his old specs =D more matured.
im so lonely lor, then i was like sms feline and bothering her =x
then felicia sms me, i thought was feline so i sms smth back to her.
then she was like huh? then i was like LOL. i mixed both of them up >.<
i so sad lah, no one to talk to, so little ppl join this competition.
jessica, stacia, chelsea and feline all not here! argh...
im so pissed off. how i wish i had someone to talk to.
then in the end went to talk to zhi yong. then he was like teaching emmanual do some wushu moves and i was laughing and laughing
i dun even think they are wushu moves, i tink is he make them up de.
i feel like leanring wushu leh. but no one follow me learn.
maybe i go learn with jolene but she already green belt then i very paiseh.
later all young young de then i so old liaos =[
then i went in to take my weight... im 46.9kg >.<
i wanted to go into light weight category but sheila is in it ler...
light weight category - 40-45.9kg middle weight category - 46-54.9kg.
i dun wan go middle!! all the ppl there sure bigger size then me.
hiax i dun really feel like entering competitions now =[
shiela say pastf lesser ppl but i still dun tink i will win.
maybe like the hwarang, 1st round out ler T_T
then ms leong ask me to give her dunno wad official prize paper.
i also dun understand wad she is saying. dun care lah, anyway i didnt even win.
coz i keep losing, i lost all confidence of winning anything...
then after that went home lor...
then in the evening i went to the park to jog.
dunno why but nowadays feel like jogging. maybe im beginning to love to run.
jogged the runway and 4 rounds of the park but got rest in between.
i feel that i am more tired when i jog alone... when tkd jogging, i feel more energetic lor. than can run so much faster.
after running, i feel so refreshed =]
i guess now im going to have a good night's sleep.
and tmr go sch chiong my maths homework. left 2 question wor =x
and i still havent learn my chinese spelling. argh.
the damn chinese teacher give spelling again!! D=
i hate spelling... i like english coz no spelling >.<
then the chinese spelling also muz learn the meaning coz the teacher only give the meaning >:(
how irritating. so ma fan sia. but what can i do? hiax...

farewell party

2008-06-28T21:14:00.004+08:00

yesterday was our farewell party for mrs han and mr lee.
then we sang 'mouse love corn' and another chinese song in the canteen and everyone was like practically staring at us?!
kinda embarressing and fun at the same time.
then we had this cake for them and they look kinda touched.
and mrs han was like cutting the whole cake into pieces when we ask her to only cut for herself and mr lee...
too happy to think i guess. then in the end not everyone got to eat the cake, like me. >.<
but i went to buy prawn noodles and ate it in 5 mins time and rush back for reading period but in the end im not the last lor, still got so many others.
hiax, new or old teachers... all also same lah, i dun like all.
then after sch i went to cut my hair.
get this clear ok, i didnt cut my hair coz mrs han ask me or any other ppl ask me.
i cut my hair coz the fringe is poking my eye and getting me so irritated.
in my neighbourhood, theres like more than 5 hair salons =.=
then i went to the new one. its my 1st time there...
they had a rather creative way of cutting hair.
usually others is cut then wash but they is wash then cut then rinse.
guess they think wet hair is easier to cut.
then the hairsylist was from malaysia and he was talking to us.
i wonder why do hairstylist like to chat with their customers.
and he couldnt speak english =.=||
i told him to not change my hair style but just cut shorter but in the end, u changed my hair style without telling me...
so pissed off. i was rather happy with their service at first, they even provided tea and biscuit but in the end, coz of the hair style, i decided not to patron there anymore.
they cut concave hairstyle lah, now look abit nerdy.
then afterwards was taekwondo...
we ran the roadway and one extra round of the park without stopping =.=
my stamina improved =] i was actually kinda racing with sam sir without him knowing. lol.
then afterwards kick some targets.
then got weight taking for the PASTF championships.
had a bad time with samuel lee =.= coz i didnt know muz take form with me.
hiax, im 47kg... dunno shld be happy or sad.
im in middle weight category... and im like at the bottom coz the range is 45-57kg.
lucky i got category coz the other categories are taken up by others coz one club can only send one person per category...
this year they combine the welter weight category with the middle...
i hope not so many ppl in my category coz im so lousy.
this is my last year in young juniors category, i really muz get a gold medal coz next year is in juniors category and its going to be even harder to win...
lol, samuel lee and dion in same category and in the end samuel has to drop a few kgs to go into the category lower. retribution?
sunday muz go national training centre(ntc) to weight-in >.<
then after that i went home...
then this mornining i woke up, and i still felt so tired...
both physically and mentally. i also dunno why.
and my eyes felt so tensed up =[
have u noticed that i always blog one day later that wad actually happened?
i dun feel like going for the pastf championships and etc...
i felt so tired, so useless and i felt really like crying.
mood swing maybe? hiax, i juz felt... lousy.
then went for violin lesson. samantha nvr come =[
i felt so lonely. no partner.
i tink im going to quit violin lessons at the end of this year.
have to buy a new violin and it cost $1000+ and sad to say, i cant really afford it.
actually i cant but i dun see the meaning of continuing. anyway i have no talent.
and i spent the rest of the day playing my ds.
and then in the evening, the 2 china ppl who wanted to rent our living room for a month came to stay.
a mother with her p3 son...
her son is quite nice but we dun really talk.
he even gave me a drink that he bought.
nadia, dun anyhow think hor =.= i only like mature guys.
then awhile ago, i went to lisa's blog and read her post abt throws.
guess she felt half as frustrated and sad as when i was chosen for sch team then the mr seem told me i was not.
do you notice that when i dun like someone, i put a 'the' in front of their names?
and now mr seem say the non-sch team dunnid go training anymore.
guess he tinks that we are not good enuff for his good training.
oh well, i can slack now coz im born a slacker, nothing but a slacker.
i really want to change my cca, but i dunno who to approach.
maybe i would like to go to band or youth flying club or red cross or girl guide.
anything but track and field. i really regret joining. but i guess its too late.
why do i do nothing but mistakes in life? when will i ever do something right?
i feel really tired.. im going to sleep now.
sometimes, i juz feel like sleeping and never wake up.
if i die, will anyone feel sad?
sometimes i feel that those youth who died on the dragonboat trip and in army was quite lucky coz they have so many ppl to attend their funeral and they even have a singapore flag over their coffins.
when im alive, will anyone appreciate me, encourage me on?
will anyone? most of all, will he?

1st and 2nd day of sch

2008-06-24T22:50:00.002+08:00

hiax, yesterday was 1st day of term 3.
horrible lah =.= i dun wan to return to sch!!
then the mrs han go comment on my hair!!
wtf lah, my hair is perfectly OK lah.
its not as long as she says it is... got so much ppl longer lor.
why she everytime see me so bu shuang?! argh.
so pissed off lah, dun care ler.
then the new form and co-form teachers was even horrible.
the new form teacher is called mdm sia.
then she also teach us chinese. and wtf, she nvr smile at all!!
her lesson, the whole class is so damn quiet.
and she dun have any games and she keep staring at ppl.
bu shuang then dun teach lah! i also very bu shuang leh, how?
then the new co-form teacher is also our future maths teacher.
but for the 1st 2 days, mr lee is going to 'demostrate' how to teach to him.
the whole lesson, he was sitting behind lah. then still nid me to fetch a chair for him. i nid coffee leh, who fetch for me?
he also nvr smile de.
wtf lah so pissed off with them, smile for awhile will die meh?!
will smiling for 1 sec make you lose 1 litres of blood? no right?!
i really dun understand sia. some teachers juz dunno how to teach.
worst still, some actually THINK they know how to teach.
lucky today no nid stay back for anything, can rush home play DS =]
then today is 2nd day of sch...
the mrs han nag about my hair AGAIN.i told her i got cut sia.
she say still too long. wtf?!! she wans me to cut like mushroom head.
tmd de, im not a doll please =.=
my hair nvr touch my 2nd collar lor. the grace tang one also same length as mine.
and woan chin one is soo long. hiax.
the class is so noisy and all she cares is about my hair?!
i really dunno what to say le lah.
then another horrible chinese lesson. so pissed off...
im getting to hate chinese more and more. i find it a chore. =[
then i was doing maths homework during geography.
and i got caught =x damn, my skills getting worse and worse.
one month no use ler... hiax, listen music summore lor.
im a really bad monitress =x cant help it.
im a well known slacker in school but i cant beat pearlyn =P
haha, im more serious in tkd lesson than in sch >.<
no ones paying me for being a good monitress. even macdonals have $4/hr.
hey, im going to be much worse if im not the monitress...
tmr go sch chiong homework again >.<
then after sch got clay jewellery making course.
so fun. i made keychains,bracelet and pendant.
going to continue on thurs =]
then after that got tkd. i was drizzling so we nvr run outside.
only run the stairs twice...
then samuel lee fall down and his knee bleed.
im not rejoicing ok?! im not that bad...
then zhi yong de hairstyle so crappy >.<
the sides like botak and the middle so little hair.
then john sir ask him isit kena caught then teacher cut de
then zhi yong say is the hairdresser anyhow cut =.=
but i tink is more likely kena caught.lol.
then john sir say his son also kena caught and the teacher wrote letter to him.
hes so nice to defend his son and scold the teacher =]
he say the teacher's english kena sai. "your son" become "you son"
and everyone laughed. this kind of parents then good, stand with their kids.
scold those damn teachers who dun even know how to teach properly.
i wonder if my parents will stand with me if the teacher scolds me.
i hope so or else i really dunno what i will do. run away? or maybe start smoking, but now the cigrattes so expensive =.= i also dunno wad will happen and i dun wan to know either.
i promise that if nxt time i have kids, im going to stand with them no matter wad.
all the sch teachers kena sai lah. i only respect my tkd teachers(except some which i dun wan to say =x) coz they deserve my respect.
cedar teachers all slackers lah, always try to take the easy way out.
then u know for the hwarang registration a month ago, i approached ms leong
then she ask me to print out all the rules and regulations.
then i was like wtf?! wad can i do? the teachers always tink they are right.
please lah, save paper, save the earth, think for others.
wont it be so much easier for everyone if she juz go internet to check?!
i had to spent like 1.5hrs to organise everything,find paper and go library to print coz my printer no ink.
for goodness sake, not everyone has a good printer hor.
and not only that, i had to do practically everything for the registration form.
i had to call sir to ask this ask that and i tink he juz woke up or smth coz his voice so deep
and i had to wait for her to do her things b4 she can meet me at recess.
and feline's teacher is sooo nice.
she help her call our sir to ask for his email etc and didnt even ask her to print.
the teacher even came to support feline on the actual day
and where was ms leong?! at home sleeping?
lol, sidetrack ler... back to tkd lesson.
then at the end of the lesson, everyone was rushing home =.=
hiax, why does sch have to start so early?! no time to sleep.
sleep is very very important leh! why cant sch start at like 8am?
then i wear my shoes and went to change and use the toilet.
then when i come out, woah! everyone's gone!
then i was like err... wheres everyone? so empty...
then sam sir came out of the storeroom.. nxt time im going to ask him for the keys and change in there instead of waiting so long for the toilet.
then i said bye and went home =.=||
now muz go sleep ler. why muz sch start so damn early? sun havent even rise and we all have to wake up ler...
i complain alot hor? =x no choice, coz this is a competitive and realistic world.
omg why am i becoming like the mrs tan and mrs loh?
they keep saying "sorry lah" and "no choice lah"
as if they are really sorry and really no choice lor.
sorry? go bang your head against the wall first la.

hwarang

2008-06-22T11:13:00.003+08:00

i feel so refreshed and so much better =]
yesterday de hwarang was horrible.
i went there so early but had to wait so long...
but also good thing, wait long means have to fight less.
then for lunch got chicken rice and mixed rice.
then i wanted to eat the chicken rice but they dun let me..
they say its oily and fighters shld eat the mixed rice =.=
in the end, i only fight once lor, then lost le.
everything happened like this...
it was going to be my turn so muz prepare.
prepare means wearing padding and head gear and go report.
then check weight(lucky i not overweight =x) and inspection.
they check my guards and my fingernails, my toenails is so short le and yet they ask me cut somemore!!
oh well, at least im prepared for school's spotcheck >.<
then had to wait somemore...
i was like sitting one chair away from my opponent...
i tried talking to her but she not friendly at all =[
then feline was behind me, her opponent was so much friendlier!
i want a change of opponents! =[
then suddenly sam sir appeared beside me... gave me a shock sia.
i dunno where he appeared from =.=
then theres this guy who said he cannot find his helmet(headgear)
then sam sir was like commenting "helemt? he want safety helmet, motorbike helmet or astronaut helmet?"
then my turn le so we walk to the area.
sorry but no mood to take pictures =x
then the fight began...
then 1st round end le... score is 2:2
crystal(my opponent), her kick is harder and faster...
but she always wait for my to kick then she kick.
then sam sir say when he say "go" later, im supposed to give one hard kick
then the 30 sec rest time is over. 2nd round begins.
then he say go alot of times, i tink this is not a good method coz the opponent also can hear lor then i go, she also go =.=
i keep using my left leg coz my right leg still hurts.
when he say go, i wanted to give a hard kick, but always end up not hard enough.
i knew i could do better...
then round 2 end le. score is 4:2. im losing.
i kinda gave up le. but when round 3 started, sam sir didnt give up, he was still saying go.
but in the end i still lost.
what got me pissed off is when i step out of the hall, my right leg seemed perfectly fine (@#!%&*$)
then feline was next... she also lost...
maybe yesterday was an unlucky day, alot aljunied ppl lost.
only wesley get gold medal...
i was so angry with myself that after my match, i kept playing my ds, i didnt want to think about anything. then feline was sleeping >.<
then later we went to buy a drink from the canteen.
then wesley,keith and tessa was at the canteen.
then keith keep calling me wesley's girlfriend
then i was like ?!! =.=
then i tink they dared him to say hi to me so i say hi back lor.
then keith was like asking "you like him right?"
then i go buy my drink =.= we are just partners...
in the end i got a bronze medal. i dont think that i deserve the medal lor.
i tink gold medal is the real medal, the real award.
silver medal means "come back again next year"
then bronze medal means "thanks for coming"
then i went back home after the prize presentation.
after eating dinner, i went straight to sleep at around 7.30.
i didnt want to think about anything...
i really dun understand why everytime i feel confident about winning, i lost.
and everything i dont feel confident about winning, i actually did better.
should i not be confident from today onwards?
should i just look down always? what should i do?
i think i shld train harder from now on.
actually, wads learning taekwondo for?
go for competitions and get hurt? lols.
i dont know but i want to keep learning.

my new nintendo DS! =]

2008-06-20T13:58:00.004+08:00

i so happy today! =]
i went to buy the nintendo DS
and its blue in colour!! =D
i wanted pink lor, but dun have so i choose blue.
maybe im going to customise it soem time later.
and i bought 3 games, damn expensive sia.
the DS itself is $239
then the 3 games is : $50,$39,$50.
they are: havest moon the puzzle, puppy luv, super mario DS respectively.
but got discount... so total is $370.
im going to save up somemore and buy others
the next one im going to buy is cooking mama 2,illusion master, nintendogs, digimon and maybe pokemon.
damn, now i really broke but also really happy.
but have to charge the ds for 3 hours then can play.
coz my ankle still hurting, so today cannot go training so im going to still go and sit there and play my ds =]
haha, i cant wait to play my ds!!
and maybe im going to try borrowing shiela's games.
and i can lend her mine too.
and feline say she wan buy psp.
so i say next time we can exchange so in the end we get to play both!
wahahha. lols. >.<
then the shop auntie say theres this thing called 'R4'
about $200++ then can download all the games.
but they say its illegal =.= and they nvr sell.
who knows whether they got sell or not? hahas.
today i very happy, so i dun wan quarrel with some ppl.
u think im someone? so be it. anyway i know im not.
i know whos someone. but i cannot tell you. case closed.
but now, first thing to do is to finish up my homework!
2 more days to sch reopen but im only left with one day!
coz sat is hwarang, whole day gone...
muz chiong sia. but i wan to play my ds also =[

The DS

How The DS Looks Like Inside

The Box

Puzzle De Havest Moon - $50

Super Mario DS - $50

Puppy Luv Spa Resorts - $39

How It Looks Inside Each Game

2008-06-19T17:30:00.002+08:00

juz back from the the chinese physician...
now my ankle is all wrapped out >.<
i thought it would be very painful but its actually not.
he do so fast lor. then in the end its so expensive...$26.
they earn alot sia. now my ankle feeling abit hothot.
he guy abit weird. i mean the way he talk.
he talk and shake his head like rapping =.=||
then 3 day cannot drink cold water, go where sit where.
bathing muz take out the wrapping...
thats wad he said. i tink shld be ok on sat.
but fri cannot go training. =( maybe i juz go lah, then sit there watch them.
i feel like buying nintendo ds.
my mom say can buy but i feel its abit waste of money.
all the games are so expensive and i really dunno lah!
i wanted to ask shiela how much she bought hers but she nvr reply my sms.
why everyone dun like to reply my sms?! >:(
and she got alot of games inside... i dunno which one she bought.
i wan one like hers =( but i very paiseh to ask the guy.
wan to ask my mom to come along but she like so grumpy today.
>.< tmr then buy bah...hiax, i hope to get a good deal.

my ankle still hurts...

2008-06-19T11:34:00.002+08:00

so pissed off...my ankle still hurts =(
i tink ytd i poured almost the whole bottle of ointment on it >.<
yet no improvements... and now my thigh muscle is also hurting.
wad kind of a world is this?!
i nid another bottle of ointment...
i tink i need to start warming up b4 training.
hate warming up.. so always skip it =x
today is thursday ler!!! bad thing.
1st, tmr got training and my leg is like crap.
2nd, sat is hwarang. i hope my leg will heal...
lastly, 3 more days to sch open! wtf.
my homework not done. how great is that?
and the damn mosquitoes keep biting me!!
is my blood really that sweet?!
im really bored... dun feel like doing homework.
and my back still feels so stiff...
i really dunno wads happening to me.
i really wan go training tmr, but my leg really dun wan go training. =.=
im feeling kinda down today...
maybe coz now no more wed and thurs training coz poomsae over.
haha, who would have thought such a slacker like me liked training?
sometimes, we think that we understand others
but we actually dont. like who tink that you understand me?
think harder. coz even if i cant understand myself, wad makes you think that you can understand me?
pherhaps even my parents never did understand me.
they gave me wad they think i needed but they never knew wad i really wanted.
life's like that. if you dont have that thing, you really want it
but others have it, they dun wan it.
its like if u have curly hair, u want straight hair.
you have straight hair, you want curly hair.
or those who dun wear specs wan specs and those who have them, hated them.
who would have known that i felt lonely most of the times?
and who would have known, that i really wanted to be frens with you?
haha.gotcha. =]

new blogskin

2008-06-18T13:46:00.002+08:00

yeah!
finally finished changing my blogskin!i also dunno why wan to change lah, juz feel like changing
i went to blogskins and searched under 'taekwondo'
then sadly, this is the only one.abit plain lah, but no choice
discipline,loyalty,determination. thers are wad i learnt from taekwondo
then the 8 words at the bottom: il,ee,saam,sa,oh,yuk,chil,pal.
they are actually in korean, meaning 1-8.
after the 8th stage, then its black if you are above 15 and poom if you are below 15 years old.
so it takes around 2.5 years to get a black belt depending on how good you are.
and theres actually 6 belts: white,yellow,green,blue,brown,black.
but the navigations left out white...
i hope you guys will like it.
my right ankle hurts now...i tink i sprained it without knowing it yesterday =(
maybe during tkd. hiax, i hope it will recover by friday. or latest by sat morn
coz sat is the hwarang. i hope to be in my best form without any injury.
my ankle hurts with every step i walk.
so maybe today i will not go and help out at john sir's new group
my right ankle always gets hurt... i also dunno why
maybe its weak. or maybe i hurt it badly before last time
coz when i was younger, i used to like to jump from high places =x
like the playground, i will climb to the top and challenge myself to jump down
qutie lame la, but my frens at the playground use to call me monkey =.=
when i was like p2... coz during tat time no homework so everyday evening i will go and play at the nearby playground.
now im getting to hate my right ankle... always get hurt.
i dunno why its always the right, my left one seems ok now.
anyone has any remedies?
tmr's rehearsal... i dunno whether i shld go or not
i really dun wan to go de sia.why did they choose me?! argh.
can i skip it? coz my homework not finished yet...
i still left my chinese and 1 math paper. =[
really muz chiong sia. or else cannot complete in time.
any kind souls willing to help me out? heheh... =S

leardership training and taekwondo

2008-06-17T22:39:00.004+08:00

anyone got the toa payoh sports hall group photo? i wan it badly... =[ hiax, i really regret not bringing my camera.

this morning woke up at 7.30...
last night sleep at 12.30..
then feel so tired but still have to go leadership training.
i chose 'inspire your audience'
then have to print out this pre-course worksheet
but my printer no ink!! argh, i hate having to print out things!
dun care lah, and the LMS also cannot go in
so i juz went for the course
the teacher was funny and quite well prepared
we had to advertise our own product with our team
at the end of the course, i still dunno how to speak confidently
so this course is a failure... and the cost is so high!
its $25 per person!! omg, why is it compulsory?!
so i put on the survey that i will not recommend this course to others
its so average... i know all the points le la.
i didnt really learn anything, wad a waste of time...
then still muz do so many worksheets! so ma fan sia!
pls, nxt year no more of these courses...
i tot a monitress is juz take care of the class...
i ask 1a monitress help me print the worksheet =]
then in the evening i went for tkd.
run the roadway again as usual
but today i feel more energetic
ahh, the power of love... i finally know it.
at the end i dun feel tired, in fact, i feel so refreshed.
then sam sir ask me count for baboon 50 starjump
baboon is an indian guy, i dunno wads his name lah, but the young kids all call him baboon =.=||
my first time counting =x lol.
then later was under samuel lee, the big one >.<
hiax, the one whom i had many misunderstandings with
but through today, i feel that he is a good teacher too
but sadly, abit too much like the mr quek...
and today i tink sam sir found a badminton racket left behind by some kids juz now
and he was like holding it for almost half of the lesson...
he was doing poomsae with some white belts coz grading is coming
i really miss the days when we train for the poomsae competition
hiax, it was rather slack and well, i juz like poomsae more than sparring
and, this saturday is the hwarang @ maris stella...
another sparring comeptition...
theres like 3 sparring competition and only 1 poomsae one.
and for the hwarang, the bouts are out
im in the same bout as feline
but the unfair thing is i have to win one match b4 i get a medal while feline dun have to win any matches but will still get a medal... =[
i hope i get a walk-over =D like last year.
im going to aim for the gold medal.
3 matches to the gold medal! 2 matches for feline lor
shes so lucky... but we going to meet in finals if we both get in...
i dun wan to fight with my fren.. =[
back to tkd training, then we all did some fun things
like 2 groups competing with each other and loser do starjump
of course the older group which is us win lor =x
but total only got 6 ppl, haha.
then got slight-contact sparring
lucky not full contact, coz i hate it
always get injured somewhere...
then we all kena 20 starjumps
then he ask me count again
i dun like to count and do at the same time >.<
but no choice... have to do it
the worst thing is i thought he said do 30 starjumps
they talk really muffled de lor...
and i did until 21 then he say 20 only
then i couldnt control myself and said smth like 'i thought you said 30?'
then he said 'do 30 if you want then'
lucky he nvr say anything else... or not everyone will blame me
i guess i learnt smth new today...
dun argue with the teachers like mr quek or samuel lee
coz they will always think they are right in this case...
i guess the best thing is to shut my mouth lor =.=
despite all this, im getting to like tkd again
when i 1st learnt, i like tkd too
then after getting poom belt for a year,
i lost the interest and i tink i needed a break from training
so i nvr go for one month
maybe its half becoz of wanting to watch 'the golden path'
then after that i come back again
my goal now is to work hard and win back a gold medal!!
i hope i can get one at hwarang
hope no senior ppl... hope all not so pro >.<
and mostly hoped is to get walk-over! haha =x
fighting is very tired de wor!
and i hope the place got air-con like toa payoh sports hall
haha, i tink it wun happen, so i muz prepare my own handheld fan.
i tink im experiencing this period of puppy love
i start to like mature guys and i juz cant control myself
i tink i shld keep a distance from guys >.< b4 i lose total control...
but its a really good feeling... and its benefiting me
but i know this love is impossible
coz the other parties are so much older =.=||
and well, i cant write who in this blog...
im wondering whether i shld make my blog private.
coz im losing control and writing more and more personal stuffs
i wish theres this function that ppl have to log in b4 they can view my blog
and i can see who has viewed my blog, that would be so great.
since this is a blog available to public, im sorry if i offended anyone
i really dont want an enemy.
lastly, i wonder how long the power of love will last
and how long my passion for tkd will last
but i hope its going to be long and best, forever
coz its this power and passion that keeps me going, that keeps me fighting.
JIAYOUS!!

kung fu panda

2008-06-16T22:38:00.002+08:00

back from watching kung fu panda
the show was in hall 6 and i was sitting at the side
the show was very funny
and i kept comparing my life with the show =.=
abit wu liao la me...
something i learnt from the show is that everyone is special
that we shld trust in ourselves and if we do, we can make miracles.
and we shldnt be embarressed to fight for what we truely want.
lastly, possible things are possible with determination.
well, i dun really believe in nothing is impossible
so i changed the line abit >.<
and it was so unexpected that jacky chan was the voice for the monkey character lor... i only knew he acts, didnt know he do voice too...
i ate nachos with extra cheese!
i love the cheese and at the end, i was dipping my finger in the cheese and licking my finger >.< abit disgusting lah, but very nice
then we couldnt finish the big cup of coca cola
i ate beef noodles(dry) for dinner and i treated my maid to KFC and the movies.
im a generous person hor!
now im broke again...
then after that i bought 7 honey sticks and a packet of extreme sour warheads, apple flavour.
i ate one warheads and i was rather sour for the first 5 seconds.
then we went home...
while eating the sweet on the bus, i got another thought.
then i started day dreaming on the bus journey =.=||
im feeling kinda happy inside today
i dunno why lah, its like a kind of happiness
cant be explained... maybe im abit in love with someone
i cannot tell you here coz everyone will be able to see it =.=
but that guy is like so much older than me... =x
i know its impossible but well, i juz cant help it.
its not really serious love as in not going to marry him that type
its... i guess they call it puppy love...
but its a nice feeling after all.
i feel these days that im getting more and more confident
and i usually remind myself to be confident
and i sit and stand up straight more often
and im happy with myself for that
hiax, tmr got leadership training!!
muz wake up so early again.
oh well, resign to fate.

reflections

2008-06-16T16:00:00.004+08:00

ytd i forgot to include my reflections >.<
this reflection is i did it willingly de lor
not like the track & field ones
the mr seem keep making us do reflections
the more he make us do, the more i hate it
i find it a chore instead of a help
i hate doing reflections but dunno why this time feel like doing
last night, i thought and thought
through the competition, i learnt alot
like how to be confident even though your poomsae is kena sai
and those old ppl who participated inspired me
they are so old already but they still wan to come
some of them even forgotted their poomsae so they anyhow do
but they bravely went on stage and tried their best
after the competition, i had alot of mixed feelings
i really wan to win and do aljunied proud
but i failed to do so
im really dissappointed
now i know why rachel can be so enthu about handbells
i felt that i could do so much better
but i feel much better now
credits to sam sir for consoling me and encouraging me
for the individual one, he said that the top 3 were all senior ones
those that learnt for much longer than me
and he didnt blame me for not getting a gold medal
now u know why i respect sam sir?
last friendly match, mr seem didnt even encourage us
i was dissappointed too and he did nothing
he only like those that do well
and he tinks that those that dont do well are slackers
NO, in fact i tried so hard lor
i tried so hard until i lost any hope of getting better
and im sick of throws training
but sam sir is different
he encouraged me even though i did so badly
he even gave me chance to join the competition
he not only like those who does well but he also like those who are hardworking and serious
im getting to like tkd training alot
and i will strive harder to do better
and this sentence is from the bottom of my heart, i didnt write it for the sake of writing, usually for reflections that i dont wan to do, i write them for the sake of writing and i dont mean what i say =x
but this time, its my first time being so serious
from this competition, i learnt how to be confident
actually i prefer poomsae to sparring
hiax, cant wait for tuesday's training.
and its tuesday's tkd training, not throws training.
my tag box is like so dead >.<
but nvm, i write this blog for myself to read and reflect, not especially for others
and my memory is failing =[
and my back is so stiff today...
i really dunno wad is happening to myself la!
hiax, wad can i do?
im going to the movies now =]
going to watch kung fu panda.
my frens say its nice and funny
and quite alot adults go to watch too!
haha, im looking forward to it
going to bishan GV. going to bathe now
dun peep pls, thanks =]

2nd national tkd poomsae

2008-06-15T20:17:00.007+08:00

Today is a long long day...
im having abit of headache now.
i woke up at around 6.30am this morning
and lay in bed until 7.15am
coz im supposed to reach toa payoh sports hall at 8.30am
today is the competition day!
the 2nd national tkd poomsae competition.
it was rather crowded, with many other clubs
then most of the time was spent waiting for our turns
it was air-conditioned =] so it wasnt so bad
my individual 1st round was in the morning
then theres this very long wait
where me, chelsea, jessica, stacia and javier spent our time playing shiela's nitendo DS >.<
then after that was my mixed pair event with wesley
and lastly was my individual finals round...
my individual round was quite ok
at first when waiting, i was rather nervous
but i found that it wasnt too bad when i started doing my poomsae
then i got a score of 6.500
rather good for a 1st timer and i qualified for the finals
then during the long wait, we 5 were playing the DS
then we went out after some time of playing
then delancy and emmanual was fighting >.<
they fight quite fierce leh
they are actually brothers...
then in the end, one of them cried.
then after that and lunch, we went back playing the DS
then the DS no more battery =.=||
then all the rest pass the DS to me and chelsea
then we had to walk around the sports hall looking for shiela to return it to her
we wasnt the last or first one to play lor!
then theres this cancer patient who participated too
i tink he was very brave and of course, they made him 1st
and he also got a throphy for his bravery
theres this club called 'NCC Hospice' whose members are mostly ill patients
chelsea say last year got mroe cancer patients
then after that was the mixed pair category
i was rather nervous lor >.<
and at the starting i nearly lost my balance
but luckily not so obvious =x
but sam sir can see lor, so pai seh
we got a score of 7.000
acme tkd got 7.665... so we were 2nd out of 3 pairs
i didnt know we could get so well even though we nvr practise much
then my individual finals round...
i did badly... =[
i was quite confident but i still messed it up
i thought i did quite well de lor
but when the score came out, i was disappointed
sam sir say my stunts too low =.=
hiax, i was too focused on strengh, shout and kick to bother abt my stunts...
i got 6.066 and 5th position
the highest was 6.966...
from acme tkd again =.=
but they are rather senior
means they learn from young and for a long time ler
i heard acme got alot of members
thats why the coaches can choose the best ones
and they are very rough so they win alot
but if let me choose, i will not go clubs like acme
coz if theres alot of ppl and u are not very good,
u will not be choosen for any competition lor
and its like such a big crowd, you will feel redundent.
i still prefer aljunied =]
then after that was the prize presentation...
me, stacia, jessica and chelsea were abit late coz we went to buy drinks
then sam sir thought we were talking =.= we were not lor
but lucky havent start yet, only assembling the winners
there were alot of prizes lor, so alot winners
its like all those that go into finals will get medal
then have to wait so long b4 they get everyone settled
some interesting prizes other than the usual ones include : the oldest participant throphy, the most participants club throphy, the best coach throphy.
the most participants club of course goes to acme tkd lor, coz they got the most members
but it was rather unexpected that sam sir got the best coach throphy
i mean he himself also dunno
but hes a really good coach =]
hes the 1st teacher that i ever respected
hes really funny at times and not as unreasonable as most teachers
and well, all i can say is, he deserves it
then later got group photo
i didnt take any coz my maid dun wan help me take =.=
and i didnt bring my camera, only my phone
hiax, the last competition i also nvr bring...
next time i muz rmb to bring!
actually im not really very happy with my own performance
i knew that i can do much better...
during the competition, i realised smth.
the judges in court B gives the most points, followed by A and C.
lol but makes no difference coz all contestants from a catogory will be in the same court.
i have gone to all 3 courts b4 >.<
although i did not get a gold medal, im going to try harder next year if im given the chance to participate again.
but in the end, i tink aljunied have done well
we got 9 gold medals!
Well Done Aljunied!
Hip Hip Hooray!! =D

Toa Payoh Sports Hall

The Area Where We Do Our Poomsae, 5 Tables For 5 Judges, Participants Start In Yellow Box And Best To End In Yellow Box

Me And Chelsea!

My Half-Eaten Dinner, All The Veg Are Eaten By Me! =] The Veg Is The Nicest.

My Medals!! =]

ALJUNIED CC ROCKS!

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2008-06-14T19:47:00.002+08:00

omg, one more week to sch re-open!
how can it be?! omg!
how come the holidays past so fast?!
i dont wan to go back to sch =[
tmr is the competition day!
i tink im going to have a nervous break-out tmr!
jessica say last year she went then its like theres 4 judges and u stand in the middle, all alone...
then all the eyes will be on you as you perform.
omg, nightmare!! i tink im going to faint.
i cant stand nervousness.
and guess wad? my individual category got the second most contestants!
omfg. means i have lesser chance of winning!
i have to beat the other 13 contestants!
but chelsea say they give alot of throphies, not like the tjc competition.
but poor javier got 24 ppl in his category.
he everytime so suay de >.< but he still got team event
chelsea only got 4 ppl sia!!
im so pissed off! 14 ppl in my category leh.
and this is juz my 1st time going for this competition...
i really hope to get a gold medal...
coz if i get 3 gold medals in a year, i dunnid to go for poom 2 grading =]
but i tink its going to be very very hard.
but lucky my pair event category only have 3 pairs.
me and wesley, another one from acme tkd and one from paya lebar.
i tink we have a high chance for this
but i also tink we cant win coz we didnt practise much...
i hope we do... coz i wan my gold medal!
lol, let nature take its course bah.
oh ya, and our class blog is revived!
but the homework is not up yet =[
talking about homework, i still havent finish my holiday homework!
all the teachers gave so much!
hiax, but by hook or by crook muz finish.
or else i will be in big trouble
hiax, i shld have given the teachers fake phone numbers...
then they cant contact my parents! wahahha =/
i hope they dun quarrel on the blog anymore
or not taken down again...
but i kinda agree with 'someone'
last time they shld have juz taken down the tag box and not the whole blog
i tink im going to change my blog skin soon
coz im abit sick of this skin
and the post space abit small so it makes my blog look so long...
i cant wait for tmr >.<
tmr then i come back and blog abt how the day went.
i hope it will go smoothly =/
and i hope i can get the gold...
coz getting silver or bronze is very easy but gold is so hard.
and i heard they have wad 1st runner up, 2nd runner up.
around 5 throphies for each category...
but only one gold for each category...

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2008-06-10T22:43:00.003+08:00

juz back from tkd.
today nothing much lah.
except that i have to partner with wesley for the poomsae competition
then he came today
then we have to do together of course
then stacia and jessica keep making fun of us
its juz partners for the competition only wad!
its not like we are wad...
i dun really talk to him actually
we are juz in the same club thats all
i dun really talk to the guys in the club
except afew nice ppls.
i know alot ppl think hes shuai and admire him
but my heart can only contain love for one person
and that one person is Li Nanxing. no one else.
no offence ar. i dun wan another enemy.
and it was so awkward lor!
we barely talk and its was rather cold.
i feel really uncomfortable la!
i was supposed to do with javier at first
then dunno why suddenly change
i rather do with javier la
not say like or anything
its like me and javier are frens while me and wesley are like strangers?!
and because i always talk with javier and her sis
i tink our moves are more united and i dun feel that uncomfortable doing with him
then we had to sit down and watch others performance 1 by 1
then because there was 2 bugs crawling around the floor near me and kaukat
then we were like trying our best to avoid the bugs
then i finally couldnt stand it and gave the bugs a flick
they keep coming after me...
kaukat is rather cute and naive coz hes still young
maybe hes around p2?
i can see that pung yee likes him coz hes put their picture on his msn
taken during the camp. the camp days was rather fun
then i was halfway going home when it started to rain heavily
then me and my maid started running into the shelter
then we still had to cross a road b4 reaching our block
then we chiong ar! in the end got wet >.<
then this morning, i went to charmaine's house
i was the last one to reach =x
coz i missed the bus 62
charmaine went to the bus stop to pick me
then we went up blk 106
then she ask me guess which is her house
i heard felicia's voice then i know le lor
she scream so loud...
then in the house was gayle, shujia and felicia.
they say i wear very formal >.<
then i was lying on her sofa when her sis came back
her sis looks so different from charmaine
then we had sushi for lunch. yum.
but is we make ourselves de, not buy from outside
ingredients got cucumber, crabstick, carrot, seaweed and rice!
halfway making then charmaine take out the fish roe =.=
i love fish roe, so nice =]
then i tink we made a big mess of her kitchen =x
but the sushi was really nice.
then we continued with our english project
it was rather fun, and her sis was watching the jay chou de basketball movie..
i cant rmb the name la, smth to do with dunk.
then we watch,eat sushi and do project...
we were doing the english class newspaper
and we wrote abt mr lee and mrs han leaving, cedar annual cross country, head prefect election, horoscope and advertisements.
it was quite fun lah. felicia abit like small kid >.<
then gayle left 1st at 4pm coz she gt street dance at 7pm
then shujia left next, followed by me and felicia.
haha, lucky no cats on the way to the bus stop
or not felicia will scream again...
then i took bus 62 and went home. =]
and today i juz know im in wad cedar performance committee...
i dunno why they choose me lah!
hiax, now have to go for the wad rehearsal
2 times summore >.< and i have no idea wad its about...
summore collide with my mom's birthday
why like that?! =[

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2008-06-09T13:05:00.002+08:00

woots! i solved my rubik's cube =D
my first time solving it!!
so happy =)
the guide was really helpful.
http://www.ryanheise.com/cube/beginner.html
i dunno why but ytd started to wan to solve my cube
the cube was a bdae present from felicia
but i wan to buy the real rubik's cube...
$10.95 lols. i wonder if the price decrease le mah
or even worse, wad if increase >.<
coz now everything is increasing in price except our saleries.
im going to try solving it a few more times following the guide
this is fun =)
today is the 3rd week of the holidays le!
half of the holidays is gone =[
and i havent completed my homework! =.=
left abit...
hiax. school going to reopen le...
i wan the holidays to continue forever =(
school so boring
i have always been wondering...
why do we all have to attend school?
what does the schools teach us?
i study for the sake of exams
and after the exams, i forget everything!
so whats the use of studying?
its a waste of time...
we all study for the sake of a piece of paper
and after all the YEARS of studying, all we get is a certificate...
and think of all the money spent...
that certificate is indeed expensive.
the worst thing is think of the time wasted...
hiax. school studying is a really stupid idea.
i mean cant they shorten the time we need to study?
like kindergarden is redundent
secondary is also redundent
secondary is juz like primary lor
except the things get harder only
cant they juz teach us wad we need to survive in this money world?
instead of all those shitty geography,history,literature?!
i cant see why we need it to survive
history is the past, why shld we care abt the past?!
literature... i dunno wad shit is that
geography. so wad if the volcano erupts?
everyone has its own destiny
if its fate that u are to die today, you cannot escape
hiax, i wish we can juz learn wad we need to pass o levels
and study it and pass it at the age of 9
its possible ok.
some kiddo juz did it.
and cca's a waste of time.
hiax, why is it compulsory?
sometimes, i wish i can turn back time
just once... it would be so great
to undo some things that i regretted doing
or do some things that i regretted not doing
but they say "once the rice is cooked, you cant turn it back into uncooked rice"
how true... well, the only thing we can do,
is to eat the rice and not waste it.
or sometimes i wish we can choose our own parents
im not saying that my current parents are no good
but its juz that...
i dunno how to explain it.
nowadays, i keep feeling that my back is aching
when i sit, its like this
im afraid my back is going to be bent.
although the nurse said it was straight
i feel that im always hunching.
i also dunno why. maybe i lack confidence to sit up straight
and when i walk, the back also hunching
i need to change this bad habit!
or else when i grow old, its going to be terrible.
from now on, sit up straight!
stand up straight!
and take good care of my back >.<
back to solving my rubik's cube =]

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2008-06-06T22:27:00.004+08:00

my legs ache...my head hurts...
my whole body is in pain... =(
LOL. im exaggerating >.<
only my legs ache, haha.
juz back from tkd
torture sia!
haha, im exaggerating again =]
i siao siao ler =.=
muahahha >.< lame la!
ok back to normal...
as i had juz said, i juz got back from tkd
i went to tkd today feeling so happy and relaxed
coz i know poomsae team got special treatment
dunnid wear guards, maybe dunnid run and can skip mr quek's training!
but im so wrong T_T
ok, the 1st part was correct, dunnid wear guards
and i was so happy coz of that, until we started running
we ran the 'roadway' again today
and maybe coz i 1 week plus nvr run le
so my stamina dropped and i was one of the last
so tired after that, but it was only the tip of the iceburg
then we got back to the basketball court and fall in
and guess wads the 1st thing he said
"starjump position down!" =.=||
then we did 50 plus
i got kinda pissed off when dominic tell me to jump lah
i was jumping lor. he keeps targeting me. =(
previous times, he also ask me to jump.
then 1 straight row, shortest to tallest.
then wth, dominic was in front of me
then we were supposed to put our hands on the person's shoulder...
then we duck walk half the bball court.
the hands not supposed to leave the person's shoulder
then i got blamed by the person in front and behind of me...
wads the logic, man.
i was trying my best le lor.
its teamwork, not own effort.
my legs ached after doing this.
then sam sir was like commanding "left,right,left,right" =.=
then this is not all...
still got splitting
we did 3 times.
after that the poomsae team finally could go =]
the others got it worst.
they did at least 200 more starjumps
no offence but mr quek abit unreasonable =x
then i suddenly remember, today muz pay $20...
and i forgot to bring!!
so i ask my maid to rush home to bring
but lesson going to end soon, so anxious
luckily she rush back in time
my good old maid... lol.
after that gone home.
the only nice thing in this tkd session
is that i know tmr dunnid go weigh-in =D
save my time! its all the way at maris stella leh =.=
and i dunnid miss my violin lesson
the weigh-in can be done on the actual day =]
worth it la, going for tkd today.
oh ya, and this afternoon
i decided to change my fish tank water
then after that, all my 6 fishes died =.=
i was like omg?
so sad lor.
dunno why the fish tank inside got alot bubbles
but my maid nvr use soap to wash the tank mah
forever remains a mystery...
my poor fishes...
i dun wan to rare fishes le la!!
i wonder how those experts do it...
hiax, im really good in nothing.

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2008-06-04T16:37:00.002+08:00

@chunshu(;: haha. im sure u can, ur chinese so good. that must be peanuts to you.
a tuition teacher? LOL, a big joke... i no money to hire tuition teachers wor. ya, i like to shop but i always take a long time to buy clothes. i can go in and out of a shop 3 times b4 deciding to buy the shirt from the shop. =x i energetic meh? >.< maybe coz i sleep alot. u and chiyan shld sleep more =.= both of u sleep like 2am?! i cant imagine how both of u got the energy to study...
@chiyan: oh ok, thanks.

my dog's sleeping on my chair =.=
now i have to stand and type...
she looks so cute when she sleeps.
a few days ago, our class blog was taken down..
now i cannot check homework there.
wad if i forgot to do a homework?
then give the damned teachers another reason to scold me.
why the blog has to taken down?!
u all spent so much time making it
then say take down jiu take down.
the story went like this...
4 of our teachers is going to leave us after the holidays.
and that includes our form and co-form teacher.
mrs han is retiring. shes so old ler...
then mr lee is going for further studies. i tink its needed.
ms lim is going to university.
mdm nor is going... wait, whrs she going? i forgot liao >.<
maybe our class is jinxed. lol.
thats what they say.
then sarah and a few others cried =.=||
then sanika posted something on the class blog's tag box.
it went smth like this "teachers leave only mah, why nid to cry? i cant imagine wad sarah would do if her mom died"
or smth like that lah. cant rmb ler.
then theres this mysterious "1c-ian" who scolded sanika.
then theres another person "someone" who came in the picture too.
1c-ian was siding sarah and doesnt seem to like 'someone'.
someone was neither siding sanika nor sarah.
i tink they abit coward la.
wan to scold ppl then put their names la
abit like "hero in black" lol.
"someone" is wo-lai-ye.
then "1c-ian" is yi-zhi-mei.
lol lame lah =.=||
then after that sanika came back and scolded 1c-ian.
i tink she accused sarah and 1c-ian of going on bed with mr lee.
thats why they all so emotional.
and she also said some horrible things like "s*ck my balls" and the f word.
abit unprofessional lah. =.=
i believe that we shld use proper english when we wan to scold ppl.
by using all these bad words only show that we are like some uneducated noobs.
then mr lee say take down the blog.
so charlotte took it down.
now i cant check the homework =.=
i feel that this is a small matter only wad
nid to take down the blog so serious meh?
at most juz take down the tag box wad
unless mr lee dunno that the tag box can be taken down without taking down the whole blog.
cannot blame him lah, his life seems abit boring to me. =x
no offence but he dun play computer games
and he so serious with character and all that
i cant see any joy in his life or anything thats worth to wait for
like if u play maplestory, u wan to keep leveling
and each level makes u happy wad.
but his life ar... wait, why am i talking about his life?
ok, back to the story.
i teachers like to make a mountain, no more like making an active volcano out of an anthill sia.
if they spot one white hair in their head, they act as if all their hairs are white sia.
please la, my ah ma also not that kua zhang.
lol, what am i talking?
ok, end of story.
sanika in deep trouble sia.
wait, wads that got to do with me?
i only know i in trouble also
coz i cant check the homework!
and if the blog is not coming back, then i will have to call someone everyday!!
sarah say i monitress also nid check homework,
this is called responsible hor!
but i really dun have the habit to copy down homework
my handbook inside is all my drama reviews and drawings
ever since p1, i hated copying down homework
teacher ask me copy then i pretend to copy lor.
so my handbook always very clean de, whole page empty.
i always use my brain to remember.
so sometimes i will forget =(
cannot blame me mah! the actors sometimes also forget their lines!!
my dog still sleeping =.=
but standing up and type also quite good leh
standing is better than sitting
standing helps to circulate the blood better
standing is a form of exercise too!
nxt time i shall stand and watch my videos =)
lazy to type anymore le la.
i go study ler. i am very yong gong de ok!
LOL, as if =)
byebye. =D

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2008-06-01T21:20:00.003+08:00

@charlene: hello! =)

im grounded >.< hiax
who would have thought wenqi would have such a day?
wenqi ah wenqi...
but still can use computer and go out do projects only.
so charmaine, dun worry.
guess who grounded me?
i bet u all guess wrong le.
not my mother, not my father.
but by "someone" =)
i shall not tell u whos that! =D
the someone made me realise that im actually very dumb.
but hes there to help me =)
im feeling rather happy even though im grounded. lol.
i feel like in a dream... and i dun wan to wake up.
he can be considered as my shifu.
but hes very different from other ordinary teachers.
trust me, hes just different.
sometimes, teachers scold me or rather, all the time in p5 =.=
but everytime they scold me, the more i hate them.
the more they scold me, the more i dun wan to listen to them
and soon i start to rebel and tink of revenge.
no kidding. i have my ways of making a teacher apologise.
but hes different...
each time he scolds me, i know im in the wrong.
and i try my best to improve myself instead of rebel.
each time he punishes me, i receive the punishment with both hands.
i dunno how to put it lah. but smth like that >.<
he can be very strict when im in the wrong
but hes also very friendly and funny at times.
and he doesnt have to say it out.
some teachers like to say "i can be very strict or i can be very friendly. its all up to you to choose which one u want me to be."
i feel that when teachers say this, its damn irritating.
its like they are trying to advertise themselves or what.
usually these teachers act strict. like our science teacher =x
and hes very creative, always making up new ideas.
learning is always fun with him.
in conclusion, hes the perfect teacher.
my knowledge is really very little.
i got to buck up from now onwards.
cannot waste time anymore!
first, my chinese suck like hell. need to work on it.
he made me realise that chinese is as important as english.
and learning chinese can also be fun.
felicia, u win la >.<
i admit, chinese is also important...
and he also teach me alot of character related things
like 'if u say you cant, you will never make it.'
thats his motto.
he forbids me saying i cannot.
but still, muz be humble too. >.<
and he believes in practising.
my plans for june holidays:
-finish ALL holiday homework and revise each subject.
-finish memorising all 50 tang shi or i will be so dead =x
-learn at least 125 cheng yu.
-train up abit of muscles and exercise
-learn abit of dialects(hokkien,cantonese)
-practise my skills.
restrictions:
-max of 5 vids per day. (me record is 12 =.=||)
-less shopping.(i spent around $70 on clothes tat day >.<)
-2 tang shi and 5 cheng yu per day.
-at least one homework or revise abit of something per day.
-wake up b4 12pm, sleep b4 12am. (i spent alot of time day dreaming in bed instead of sleeping >.<)
i tink that shld be about all. i dunno if i can do it or not.
but with him here, im more likely to succeed.
i know he will give me the strength.
my purpose of writing it here is to remind myself.
coz if i dun finish, im going to be so dead...
and if i fail any more tests thats going to be counted in my report book,
i will also be dead.
i guess im going to have a hard time trying to keep myself alive =(
im going to enjoy myself b4 this whole thing starts tmr
so byebye, im going to watch vid until maybe 12.
and wish me good luck hor!
coz if u dun, you might not be able to celebrate new year with me anymore!
just joking. =D

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2008-05-31T22:44:00.002+08:00

today i was watching "Ah Long Pte Ltd" in crunchyroll.
i was rather funny, but not as funny as hero in black >.<
mark lee acted as the sissy.
i cant believe he can dance >.<
and fann was the ah long
not really like la...
mark was the funniest one.
i wonder how many durians they wasted on the durian fight...
i tink the production was in malaysia.
coz i saw the kl tower.
was fann really naked?
coz can see her butt...
i wonder how they put the tiger tattoo on her back.
i mean, she has to be naked mah >.<
and it looks real
like the cheetah on LNX back.
but i like the cheetah =x
coz it seems to be able to move.
really lah. nvm...
then theres this revenge teen.
i dunno wad shes called la, but the credits they put her as revenge teen.
she acted damn well. really.
i tink shes new. coz they put "introducing" in the credits
but they way she act is like shes experienced.
i tot she was a boy man.
even her voice also can sound like one.
how i wish i can act like that.
its a talent!
i guess that she will get the young talent award on this year's star awards.
i cant wait for this year's star award.
i hope hes in it too.
coz last year he back out as he wanted to give others a chance.
but i really hope to see him again.
i hope they produce more of such nice films =)
and my dream is to be part of one.

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2008-05-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

@charlene: hello! LOL.
@chun shu(;: alot ppl think i very different in internet than in real life... haha. actually, i tink in real life, some ppl like me are juz pretending to be cheerful and stuff, but inside we are actually very lonely. hard outside and soft inside. He once said that he was like that too so maybe we are alike =) 50ml is good enough le ok... if u dun wan, i wan lor ;) Li Nanxing is an actor =.= but he sings nicely too. multi-talented =D ur character abit like 1 of my frens, or rather 2... =x

today my ahma came to make bah zhang (the chinese rice dumpling)
the rice dumpling was nice.
but i prefered the red bean one to the pork one.
i dunno why, but i dun really like old ppl =x
i know i will get old one day but i juz cant help it.
this morning actually i got up at 8am.
then dun wan get up so i juz lie awake on the bed till 10am
and what i was doing?
i was day-dreaming...
i dreamt about very silly stuff la.
and b4 when i was sleeping, i was having a rather nice dream.
i dreamt that i was a young actress.
abit impossible la. =x
but too bad i wasnt acting with him =(
then i really dunno why la
but samuel, the tkd guy was in my dream also. =.=
he was a backstage helper.
then we were making this movie
so the scene was i was talking back to this woman
i tink is my mom or auntie lah...
then i nvr read the script but i dunno how i manage to talk so fluently
abit weird la.
then the dream continued with me taking so much courses...
that i cannot cope =.=
actually i can la, but i was too lazy =x
so what actually does this dream mean?
i wish it was real but also dun wish its real
coz the actress part was fun
but the courses part was horrible...
but im wishing it to be more on the real side.
coz i will do anything to be near my goal of acting with him.
i know im abit sot sot la.
screw loose le...
i tink i need to see a doctor.
then i was day dreaming about something really silly
i dun wan put up here lah, u all will laugh at me =(
but i can tell u its something about him as usual.
hahas, when im in the dream world, time flies man.
i really feel very happy and carefree and everything happens to the way i want it.
i can spent hours daydreaming during the holidays...
then in the afternoon i went to sleep.
i know i sleep alot =x
i must sleep at least 8 hours a day or else will headache soon.
then sometimes when i free, i take naps too!
a few days back, i slept from 6pm to 10am. pig right? =x
16 hours. hahas...
maybe its in the genes.
my mom also like sleeping.
sleeping is also very carefree.
but sometimes, the dreams bother you.
like the in the afternoon, i had a bad dream...
it went something like this.
me and my mom was in this dark carpark one day
then we were trying to drive home.
then i saw mr mok and his family.
i dunno why taekwondo ppl keep appearing in my dreams...
they were also driving home
then we both were on the highway.
then my father suddenly pop up in the car =.=
weird dream la.
then dunno wad happened,
we skidded on the wet road...
my mom tried to brake but was still skidding.
then we cause around 5 other cars to skid and crash, including mr mok's car.
then i open the door and fly out.
then our car crash and went up in flames.
but i wasnt hurt at all.
then my brother appeared...
then i was like saying "mama and papa dissappeared..."
but i wasnt crying...
then afterwards then i start crying
mrs mok was also crying
they lost one of their four kids.
then i was walking home...
then i had a thought ...
i was thinking why not in the morning go look for his house
and make him my father? that would be nice.
then i stop crying...
then i woke up =.=
weird dream sia...
what does it mean?
i certainly hope that i wouldnt be true...
then i started day dreaming again...
again about silly things =x and him.
my life is about thinking about him...
after that my bro lost his wallet =.=
he was riding my bike
he always put his wallet so loosely in his jeans pocket
like half of the wallet sticking out =.=
then we had to change another padlock.
coz the key to our old padlock was in his wallet
and we were afraid that someone would pick up the wallet and take the key,
see the adress on the IC and come rob us =x
my bro fren help him call the police
but the damn police say dunnid report
what kind of stupid police is this man?
IC lost dunnid report? WTF la.
they juz lazy to take statement.
always like this de.
take our ppl's money and nvr do work.
im beginning to hate singapore's police more and more.
i use to wan to be a police, but now never!
and then later was tkd.
lucky nvr run outside.
and some of us including me dunnid wear guards
coz we poomsae team.
i prefer poomsae to sparring lor.
we have to prepare for the competition in 2 weeks time...
then all 4 poom belt including me, kena 150 starjump lor. =.=
coz we were talking and not practising...
but lucky is not do all at same time, is 50, 50 then 50.
but the others not in poomsae team got it more worse.
they was splitting half of the lesson
coz our splitting like shyt.
we not flexible at all =x
lucky the poomsae team dunnid.
then the others was under mr quek
they were doing sparring
im getting to hate sparring
i cant spar lor, im better at poomsae.
i was sweating like hell thoughout the whole lesson
i dunno why lah, but the sweat keep pouring down my face.
my back dunno why not straight =.=
maybe no confidence so i fear standing up straight...
then at the end of the lesson, it started drizzling around 9:30
so we ended early, normally is 10pm.
then i stop sweating.
maybe i sweat alot b4 its going to rain =.=
then i went to buy green tea at the vending machine.
the guy b4 me was lucky lor
he buy 1 packet of green tea then out came 2 packets.
then he was saying "buy one get one free"
but my turn only came out one packet.
stupid machine.
then the rain stopped. LOL.
so i went home.

today's events

2008-05-29T18:26:00.003+08:00

ok, lets talk about ...
about what ar?
oh ya about the TJC think science challenge.
abit waste of time =.=
although we didnt win, we got in grand finals.
the ppl who organised this are abit weird.
they try all sorts of things to make the whole thing fair
but in the end we outbeat them haha.
we kinda cheated.. =x
but we still nvr win
and the grand finals was so unfair lor.
we press the buzzer in excitement
then we were in the midst of writing the answer
but they say we counted as wrong becoz we havent write our answer
but the other school also havent write but they let them write!
what kind of logic is this =.=
but its all over ler.
they never even give us certificate of participation la!
cheapskate.
thye give us so good food
then no certificate.
i feel that they shld use some money spent on food to spend on prizes...
after this programme, i feel that my science knowledege is too little
muz study more, theres so much to study!
and this programme helped me to make frens too
frens like chiyan and chunshu (their name sounds alittle alike so i was confused at firt...)
but no transport to and fro =x
ytd got extra tkd training coz poomsae competition is drawing close
i was alittle happy with my performance.
i did afew mistakes...
but i improve alot le.
the poom belts kept talking when we were supposed to practise lor
then all kena 20 starjumps.
i very long no kena starjump le... lol =x
i think i can do much better
coz nowadays my right thigh keep hurting
and my right ankle is so weak.
stupid leg =x but its important.
i hope i can do better in the competition
and get the gold medal.
but im very worried about my nervousness.
i get nervous easily, shld try to RELAX!
nowadays the weather also very warm
hope it gets cooler soon... b4 i melt.

today's events

2008-05-25T11:43:00.002+08:00

back from camp!
it was rather fun except for some irritating young boys.
on the 1st night,7pm.
1st was taking attendance
then i was called and i was supposed to raise my hand to show that i am here
but i wasnt paying attention =x
and the one taking attendance is samuel =.=
a bad start...
then we went up the bus and went to the camp site
the place was quite nice and the girls have the master bedroom with toilet all to ourselves! =) then the boys have to share 2 toilets.
then got training...
after that we play and play and i talked to nadia on the phone until 1:45am.
then sleep but i kept waking up...
coz the boys and adults at the 1st floor were so noisy.
they was singing karaoke then play mahjong then play poker =.=
i heard they even put chilli sauce on one of the teachers.
the next day.5am.
we were awaked by uncle vj.
we tink hes drunk.
he called everyone up so early.
we were actually supposed to wake up at 5.30.
some ppl nvr even slp at all lor.
then we had morning exercise...
run around pasir ris park lor =.=
so tired la, the sun havent even rise yet leh!
then exercise finish ler, my whole body all wet...
after that we had activities
some ppl tink the games were lame and didnt wan to play
but they still had to in the end.
but i tink it was ok.
and our group won 1st. =)
then we had lunch and rest.
and i went to the playground to play.
i nearly lost my handphone again coz it dropped out of my pocket while i was playing
but luckily dominic found it and returned to me.
i tink my hp is like a lucky charm.
always nearly lost it but end up finding it again
which i am grateful for.
then we prepared for our night performance.
our group didnt really practise.
or shld i say everyone didnt really practised.
we only practise for around 30min.
and we were the last group to stop practising.
the others all go and play lor
some even rent bicycles.
some of us including me went to the pasir ris park playground
it was quite fun and i got alittle dirty
coz it was so sandy there.
i like the flying fox best.
then after that we still had another training =(
and the basketball court was so rough
and so many small stones lying around...
after training my leg so pain
and the skin came off...
the night performance was kinda great.
i did poomsae.
our group tied with another group
but we lost in the end...
but we are not last.
we are 4th. but we still got consolation prize.
then got bbq party.
quite little things to barbeque though.
only have bee hoon,chicken wings, otah, mutton.
the otah was nice, but i nvr eat the chicken wing and mutton
after resting, it was about 9.30.
and the girls and i were all so tired.
so we prepared to sleep.
i was last to sleep...
the next morning.7.30am.
luckily today dun have morning exercise!
or else i dunno how i will complete the run.
after having breakfast, we packed our bags
and got ready to leave for home.
i thought i lost my hp again
but ended up finding it in the toilet... =x
sorry for troubling those who helped me to find it
esp mr quek... so paiseh sia.
then we were waiting for the bus to arrive.
and distributing the leftover tibits too.
the bus finally arrived and we left the camp and headed for home...

today's events

2008-05-23T17:58:00.002+08:00

@bren: its over now.

ytd i skipped cca =x
mr seem dun really care anyway
so why shld i feel guilty?
lol.
nicole and aishwaria also.
i skip coz i nid go rebond my hair
i tink soon i get sick of cca...
since he made the holiday training optional for us,
i dun feel like going liao.
see the others going or not.
i like my hair now.
so straight.
but the rebonding took 2 hours.
went to my mom's fren's salon in amk.
she did the rebonding so nicely.
so happy now.
then after that have to rush to tkd.
and we were practising near a s.a.m machine
then chelsea and stacia went to play with it
and i juz knew that we can get NDP tickets for free there.
lol, i so mountain tortoise.
then we were keeping an eye on sir
coz we were talking and playing instead of practising =x
then when he look towards us, we quickly pretend practising
damn funny lor.
lucky never really get caught.
then the small girl threw tantrum... =.=
all coz chelsea kick her butt. lol?
again very funny.

then today is cedar cross country.
have to run 3.5km
i havent warm up then they ask us go liao
i run until i wan to faint liao lor
i nvr run so far b4 =.=
all the 1s ppl win
only top 20 get throphy
top 100 only get badge
i tink the sch abit cheapskate
they put everything into "best class award" points
so every year they only have to give each level 1 present
cheapskate sia.
but i tink in the end they not enough badge to give top 100
then i run until i wan to cry le, but nothing came out
i got 37th. and 3rd in class.
1st: gen 2nd:esther 3rd:me 4th:shujia
then i dunno le la.
then got free orange juice after the run
i drink 5 cups =x too tired
then i bought the vending machine drink
the stupid machine was spoilt!
i pay 1.50 then nothing come out.
so the person gave me a 90cents can drink... zzz
then 1c discussed about the farewell party for our teachers
coz 4 teacher leaving...
our class so unlucky
but mrs han say dun wan
so we changed it to class outing...
then after the event,
me,sarah,pearlyn and rachel went back to PL
we saw all our teachers.
we saw mrs yap,mdm tham,ms siew, mrs fernandez,mrs lim,mrs kwek.
i feel that the teachers seem quite nice la
even mrs lim.
she looks nice. LOL.
but looks can be deceiving =x
haha, jk, i really think she is better now.
i use to not be able to get over the fact that she cheated me.
i was stupid, to be cheated. damn stupid sia me.
p5 that time, she scolded me and diana.
coz we write someone was stupid on a paper
and ask ppl to sign for fun
and the person also didnt really mind.
even if u write me, i also wont mind
tat time, i tink mrs lim was making a mountain+volcano when the matter was only an anthill. please la, we were juz having fun.
then she gave us 4 choices.
1: i tink is call the whole p5 level and say tat we are stupid
2: is she will ask the whole sch to sign that we were stupid
3: meet the discipline mistress
4: write an apology letter and apologise to the class.
then naturally, being stupid kids, we chose 4.
then after all this,
i did alot of thinking
i felt that i was damn stupid... really.
u know why? we shld have chosen 2!
i bet she didnt have such a great authority to do that.
and no one would come up during assembly.
and i can ask my mom come and complain her.
i got alot of reasons to do that.
tats why i say kids are so guillible.
i feel that alot teachers are black sheeps.
i use to like to be around teachers when i was p1 and 2.
mdm wee is so nice.
then the rest of the teachers changed me
some teachers made me hate the whole lot and wan to avoid every teacher.
i feel that i cant make frens with teachers.
and i feel unsecure talking to them.
anyway, the letter i anyhow write de.
and im so proud of myself!
coz i never cry thoughout the whole thing.
i ought to deserve a chocolate for that.
not many ppl can do that lor!
i often see ppl crying coz they kena scolded.
not say i wun cry, but i only cry when i feel that im in the wrong.
but in that case, i didnt feel that i was wrong at all.
im good in writing apology letters and reflections.
need practise one lor. lol.
ok enough of all this.
later i going tkd camp at pasir ris.
abit excited.
havent been in a camp since p5 camp.
but i tink i bring too much things le...
the bag is so big and fat lor.
i scared later others bag so small then mine so big
so paiseh sia. i tink im going to take some things out of the bag.
and i havent even put in my shoe bag and sleeping bag.
but i dun tink have any more space so im going to carry them.
and got air con there! =D
wonder if it will be fun.
and i read the news, they say got one person in singapore kena caught
becoz he write racist things inside his blog.
i better control what i write =x
now i finally know got pros and cons for writing blog instead of diary.
advantages(blog):dunnid waste paper and pen and i can type faster than i write
and also if write wrong can backspace and can put alot nice things in blog.
disadvantages(blog):others may be able to read. its not secure in the internet and
u may get caught for writing really bad things about someone.diary is more personal.
and got another news on the radio
say got this girl in china
scold the sichun earthquake victims and posted on her blog
coz the mourning of the victims caused all entertainment like tudou from china to close down for 3 days.
then she say alot of bad things
and her tagboard was flooded with ppl scolding her...
lol =.= how did the news get hold of all this ar?
the media is really powerful.
ok time for preparing to go to camp le.
wish me good luck and fun. =)

haircut!

2008-05-21T18:12:00.002+08:00

@beatrice: ok.

yesterday nth really interesting...
cca lor then taekwondo as usual.
listen song on phone lor =.=
talking abt phones,
i juz realise that i like my phone alot
i like my this phone better than the last one.
i finally know why some ppl cant live without their phones.
i got all my nice songs in there.
and my remainders.
and my pictures! =D
and camera, although i dun really like the camera...
i was close to losing my phone twice.
but i very lucky =)
once was a few weeks ago.
on the bus with rachel.
then when i going to alight, i took out my wallet.
then feel that my pocket like empty.
my phone leh? got very anxious
then walk back to my place.
lucky still there! =DD
i was so relieved.
then the other one is at nadia's bdae party.
a few days ago.
i changed into my swimming costume at the public toilet
then put my phone and watch at the toilet seat.
then i forgot all about it
coz nadia was rushing me, she say i very slow >.<
then we went back to the pool
but luckily, i saw nadia smsing
so i wanted to check whether anyone sms me or not.
couldnt find my phone
then remembered that i left it in the toilet.
got anxious again then dashed back.
lucky its still there!

today, nadia gave me the taekwondo form that i asked her to help me print.
its about maris stella high taekwondo 4th hwarang meet.
competition. lol.
then i had to pass to ms leong.
coz shes HOD of cca/pe
then i dun dare go =.=
i dun like to talk to teachers...
dunno why leh, juz dun like and i usually try to avoid it.
but today i had to go...
then she was taking height and weight.
so i had to wait for some time...
then i gave her the form
but she like dunno about the competition
so i had to explain.
and in the end she ask me to print out the information
and give her tmr...
6 pages.
i had to stay back after sch for 1 hr to do it...
so long coz the library printer was mad.
keep printing out the same page
wasted my papers.
but the nice librarian let me use the other printer.
she say the other printer's ink very expensive.
but she see me so ke lian so let me use =)
although my pri sch's classroom is better than cedar's
coz pri sch's classroom back got 2 computers and sink for us to use
then cedar one also dun have, dun have sink also.
but i like cedar's library better.
my pri sch library only got 3 computers for public use.
now cedar library got about 10 working computers
and can print also. =)
then i went home with felicia.
i mean we walk to the bus stop together =.=
and now, im juz back from the salon!
juz got a new haircut >.<
now my hair short short lo.
but also good, now more cooling
and i dun have to worry about the hair band when training
coz it keep dropping.
lalala..
so happy =)
but quite expensive - $15.
but my hair abit curly
so might consider going for rebond
now my face like look alittle longer...
haha.

today's events

2008-05-19T17:43:00.002+08:00

@esther: =) u become like felicia le... everyday ask ppl to smile. >.<
@vanessa: ok. =D
@charlene: thanks.
@The Lisa of The 3A: why dun join IP? quite good wad.

i didnt know so many ppl come read my blog O.o
nxt time better not speak my mind too freely.
hahas.
yesterday went to nadia's birthday party.
only me,charlene,celest,esther and 2 more of nadia's frens went.
the party was quite short.
started at 3:30 and lasted about 3 hours only.
2 hours was spent on swimming.
then the rest was bathing and eating...
charlene,celest,esther went home early =(
the pizza was quite nice.
then i took a long time bathing at the public toilet =.=
we didnt go nadia's house lor...
we juz play at the swimming pool. =.=
then at around 6:30, i wanted to go thomson visit my mom
coz she works there.
then i got another idea =D
actually i wanted to go there to look around >.<
i wanted to find his house =X
then i alighted at macritche reservior.
took a short walk.
then arrived at 21 westlake ave..
i only know his house at 21 thomson road...
but thomson so big, got so many 21!
at westlake ave alone got 21A, 21B, 21C.
i was like "wtf".
so many, how to find? =.=
and so dark. i was so nervous.
then i called nadia, then felicia.
juz to chat =X my phone bill...
chat for a total of 30 mins..
then i cant even see inside of the house.
none of them looked like his house...
i dare not stare at the house too long.
coz i scare they call the police or smth like tat.
and so paiseh also.
so dark lor. i should have come in the afternoon next time.
i wonder if he stay alone or with his parents or with his extended family.
i really know too little.. =(
sad. nxt time if got chance then i going again =D
then i went to my mom's shop.
then went home after tat at around 11pm.

today.
i woke up feeling quite tired.
then i watch video as usual.
i wanted to go tudou.com.
but then cannot watch videos there, coz they say service closed for 3 days...
to mourn for the victims of the china earthquake...
lets have a minute of silence too.
the drama "hero in black" really very nice.
made me laugh and made cry.
i watch 3 timess le =X
one of my favourite dramas.
can watch at crunchyroll
and the CJ7 also nice.
juz watched it today at crunchyroll.
dunnid go cinema =D
today we went to the NTUC.
spent alot money there.
bought grogeries and tibits =)
then i learnt something interesting there today.
i didnt know NTUC hired someone to catch thieves until my mom told me today.
she pointed out the guy. so smart.
actually, the guy was kind of obvious that hes not there to buy things.
he even signalled to the cashier that everything was ok.
bad acting skills...
my mom say they used to have 2 of these people during the peak hour.
but now not sure, and that was when NTUC was richer.
NTUC really earn alot of money...
i tink hiring these ppl are a waste of money.
juz install cameras can already wad.
but this job is so slack.
i also wan to do lor! =x
i juz noticed tat my dog shed alot of fur nowadays.
dunno why.. the coat also not as glossy as last time.
kinda dry now.
i also realised that i very different in real life and in the internet.
in real life, i less confident and more cheerful.
in internet, i abit emo, more confident to speak my mind...
maybe becoz in internet, i dun have to face anyone when i talk.
OMG! i havent do my homework!
and tmr got sch! aww. why cant we have more holidays?!
i better get started on them. =(
hate homework...
i wish dun have to go to sch.
some ppl get rich although they are poorly-educated.
hiax. why mus study?! grr...

today's events

2008-05-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

today kinda pissed off...
so much homework.
and they start to give holiday homework le.
and during IPW, we were half way dicussing
when the other group at 1st say wan to merge a few weeks ago
then now they say dunwan le.
say we not attentive?
did they think whether they asked for our opinion?
even if they asked, did they consider what we say?
NO THEY DIDNT. wth.
and now they push all the blame on us?
what kind of logic is this?!
they wanted to merge at first and now they say dun wan then dun wan
at first we were ready to go to orphange
then they give some stupid suggestion say wan go pri sch
do what camp or workshop.
just do something simple can already what.
why tink so complicated?!
lame lah.
they dun consider our opinions then why we listen for wad?
just give us the details at the end and we will go.
its all them making the decisions, so why shld we care?
anyway, they wan to be bossy, we let them wad.
then now they come and say us.
theres a limit to my patience la.
so wads their prob?
qu si la. disppointed.
they ruined my whole day.
out class really got some irritating ppl.
like sanika.
serious attitude problem.
our class would be much better without these ppl.
our class motto is : unbeatable, united.
then these ppl : unreasonable, uncivilised, unconcerned, unruly.
really unreasonable sia.
i ask her sit down coz she making the most noise coz mr chai not here a few days ago.
then she was like "why shld i sit down?"
why shld u sit down? more like WHY SHLD U BE IN OUR CLASS?
she say "why shld i do what they say?"
please la, NPCC never teach u isit?
and wrote nonsense on the board, waste ink la.
bang the table summore, noise pollution la.
and everytime in class, she act like so extra.
no wonder no one wan her to be treasurer la.
everyone got irritated by her. except SOME ppl.
say i biased? wth la.
i let everyone talk wad.
i dun mind anyone talking, juz tat dun go overboard.
and sit at your own places when anisha was giving instructions
and everyone was sitted except sanika then i tell her to but she go and scold me?
sanika please la, dun spoil our day.
then sometimes she so friendly
so irritated.
i was happy with the class until tat day she behaved like a lunatic.
spoils our class's image and reputation.
then for art, i ran up 3 stories twice...
to get my box.
then i got 31/40 for box
and 10/20 for painting =.=||
i suck at art.
then later was tkd.
hiax.
i juz dun understand why i dun have any confidence.
i juz found out the thing i lack is confidence...
how to get confidence =(

today's events

2008-05-15T21:28:00.002+08:00

@celest: yup. its revived.

i did alot of thinking today.
although i really want to be in the sch team
and do the sch proud,
but i know i have to face reality someday.
its better to do it now.
coz i know the consequences of not facing reality.
some ppl kill someone or did something evil becoz they did not face reality.
like "lamb to the slaughter" in roald dahl's book.
i used to think i can change reality
but i soon found out that i was naive.
i did something foolish and bad last time.
not very good to post it here.
coz its not something proud to talk about.
no one would have thought that i would do this.
but i did. =x
ok, back to the point.
i decided, since i cannot join sch team,
im nt going to quit
but im going to join the IP programme when im sec 2.
the one that can jump to JC without going for O levels
going to study hard.
hope can go in. some ppl say hard
and some ppl say easy...
and im going to concentrate on tkd.
im going to practise more
and visit the gym often
i have come to realise this a few days ago...
that the ONLY teacher that i respect and admire,
is not other that my taekowndo teacher.
i tink hes nice.
not as realistic and practical as mr seem and other teachers.
he tinks that everyone can do it if they wan to.
he lets me join all the competition although im not the best.
and he dun have wad team or non team members.
he says EVERYONE is part of the team.
ALL FOR ONE AND ONE FOR ALL.
i dun deny that i USED to like him alot.
like how lisa like mr lee and all.
but that was last time >.<
maybe that was becoz i was from a girls sch
and all my teacher are girls and his my 1st male teacher.
i use to think hes cool and humourous.
hahas.
anyway today, after cca, i went to tkd.
only got 3 ppl..
i tot was more ppl but today was sort of a small group.
i wasnt still good at all.
did alot mistakes.
but i tink today hes in a good mood.
hes always in a good mood with a small group.
he patiently corrected me although i still dun understand some things.
and im very thankful for that.
hes one great teacher.
not many teachers can make me want to practise on my own
and make me willingly be so enthusiatic for such a long time.
i tink cedar teachers all so weird.
i dun like any of them -.-
and im really irritated by some ppl.
hiax. life's like that.
when he dun like someone, everything that they do is not good to u.
haha, everyone is like that.
its a mentality.
like how my form teacher sees me =.=
but im really not suited for a "guai" life.
i like excitement and adventure.
not a quiet and dull life with no risks.
my fren says tat i sound so different on internet than in real life.
she cant see tat im sad until she read my blog >.<
means i APPEAR to be cheerful in real life.
but deep in my heart, i feel just the opposite.
i feel lonely and sad, wandering aimlessly in circles.
everyone has his or her own problems...
im waiting for that person to light up my life.
to guide me and bring endless joy and happiness to my life.
i know we have to fight for everything,
but sometimes, i just lack the courage,
the ultimate courage to tell you...
"i need you, i miss you, i love you,
pls stay by my side coz i cannot do without you!
please dun leave..."

today's events

2008-05-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

@charlene: hello.
@linghui: hello.
@shujia: sry, i go change.
@lone ranger: =D thanks.
@yale: how come is mr seem? O.o i thought always is sim?
@cassandra: thanks, but still.. i tink success is not about hard work. talent plays a big part. but thanks anyway.
@cheese:): thanks too. but i tink time is running out...

nowadays i feel so creepy.. im scared! ='(
ytd is tuesday...
got cca at old cedar ave.
i didnt even throw any 3 of the items...
i throw the medicine ball instead.
bad sign. he didnt even let me throw anything.
i was rather sad and disappointed.
then we got free coke =D lol.
then i rush home as usual lor.
eat chicken rice. damn nice.
then after that was tkd.
run once the road then sprinting.
i kinda hate sprinting but also quite fun =D
then got practise poomsae.
again, i was like shyt.
so sad.
then wednesday.
morning got phototaking with class.
then got another with monitress council
then tmr got another with throwers.
hiax. dun really like taking photos
coz i tink i look like a retard in them.
then after that at night got tkd.
now juz come back nia.
today was quite slack.
and i get to lead coz i only poom belt there =D
but i tink someone there like dun like me =.=
can sense, but i dun wan say who.
nvr eat dinner. haha.
no appetite.
tmr thursday. got cca.
hiax. and the art muz bring the box.
i dun wan bring sia.
so big and i still nid take bus.
shld i or shld i not?

today's events

2008-05-10T14:29:00.002+08:00

i juz got back from violin...
so rush. finally can relax and rest.
today woke up at 7:35.
then rush and reach sch at 8:30.
just nice wor.
then jog and warm up and everything.
then today i did javelin...
i feel kinda sad today.
i only can throw the short plunge properly.
when it comes to long plunge, i still cant do it.
im such a disappointment.
what am i good at? i really have no idea.
nothing pherhaps.
i really tried my best.
but i still cant do it.
ms wong tried so hard in teaching me.
but i dunno wads wrong with me.
she say my elbow too low.
then i move it higher but i throw so near.
then when i throw high, she say my elbow too low again.
and i tink i nearly dislocated my shoulder joint.
i heard the "crk" sound. then so pain.
i was stunned. couldnt throw for 5 mins.
then mr sim say 2 ppl dunnid go for sat training anymore.
which means they will not be in the sch team.
then aishu(i dunno whether is like tat spell..) say he said 3 ppl.
and she say she tink is me included.
than i was like OMG.
but i really heard as 2 ppl only.
i very confused and sad.
i dunno whether nxt sat shld go or not.
and i dun dare ask mr sim.
my cca will be ruined if i cant get in school team.
i really must get in.
or else i see no point in staying.
mr sim say hes going to kick out the rest.
then maybe i go join red cross.
thats my mother's ex-cca
but she never got to learn everything.
so she wanted me to finish her dream for her.
but i decided to go to throws in the end.
she didnt force me.
maybe its fate that im made to finish my mom's dream.
but im afraid if i join red cross nxt year.
it might be too late.
and what about the cca points? i need that.
and im afraid i might punch the madam
coz they say the madams are unreasonable and fierce.
i hate unreasonable ppl and i cant stand them.
not even for a day.
then after training, i rush like hell to violin.
only have around 20 mins to get from cedar ave to kovan.
i really tried my best, but why is it tat i cant do anything right?
im juz useless.
maybe im only suited for a normal life.
maybe i shld forget about YOG,throws and all that.
maybe i will juz be some normal human being.
juz grow up uselessly and earn a living.
and no one will ever know me again.
no one will ever praise me again.
thats what my life is turning to be.
and tmr is mother's day...
i havent buy anything for my mom yet.
actually i had
but i tink its too little.
i wan to add something else.
but i dunno wad.
hiax. why is life so hard?
how i wish i could have the ability to turn into a animal.
then maybe life would be easier.
sometimes i look at my dog
and i feel that being a dog is so much easier,
provided u find a good owner.
with a good owner, ur life would be great.
pherhaps human life is also the same.
with a rich parent, would life be great?
i will never know.
i feel like crying.
sometimes i lie awake on my bed
and think and dream.
i like to dream becoz i know i will never get it
but in my dreams, life would be the way i want it to be.
dreams are such great thing.
but i hate it when we have to wake up
and face reality.
sometimes i just wish someone would tell me what i am good at.
i wish for just something good that i can be remembered for.
people say everyone is good in something.
but i tink thats a lie, just to console someone.
everyday i wait and wait.
for that someone to tell me what i am good at.
and to nurture me into a talent.
but as each day passes, my hope gets lower.
one day, i might just lose all hope.
and resign to fate...

today's events

2008-05-09T18:20:00.003+08:00

yesterday, i had cca.
then we were doing gym.
my head was so pain... =(
like got something throbbing inside
then everytime i use strength, i feel so horrible.
like head splitting like that...
then i couldnt concentrate.
didnt use much strength.
and i dun dare do extension sit-ups.
coz the headache make me seem like falling.
hiax. lucky we go home early.
and lucky ytd tkd cancelled.
coz i went home, start my computer.
watched one video.
and i started having slight fever =.=
the head was so much more pain at night.
took one panadol and went straight to bed at 9.
so guai right? =)

then today i woke up, my head was back to normal.
today PE can do whatever we want.
i wanted to slip back into class to do homework de lor.
but in the end went to the table tennis room.
played table tennis with gayle.
quite fun la. but i always use too much strength.
then felicia was sitting in one corner, playing with her phone
she looked so emo. shld have taken a photo..
then me and gayle went to the gym.
quite fun also la.
played around.
i like the springy thing best.
can bounce here bounce there.
then theres this reflexo.
also quite nice.
can do pull-ups there
but it is specially deviced.
so u can control the weight to pull up instead of your own body weight.
haha.
now i juz back from tkd.
today sam sir in bad mood >.<
we all kena lor.
first sign is we all have to run 2 time of the "roadway" instead of usually once.
dunno run how many km le.
but actually i tink no difference coz xi guan le, and i run very slow today.
then we do 32 starjumps in the middle of the road.
kind of embarresing but lucky no car.
then later sparring.
my sparring skill getting worse and worse.
i feel so sad and guilty.
why cant i just do it?
why cant i just kick it? im juz so lousy.
in everything.
when im sparring with someone bigger than me, i feel so inferior.
then i cant kick. rather i dun dare.
why? coz im lousy.
everytime like this, i juz kick one time then i move back
i cant continue my kicks.
but when i spar with someone smaller than me, im much better.
i can kick continuously.
maybe im afraid of falling down.
then today i spar with samuel.the big one.
hes like more than 1.5 head taller than me.
and his leg is like so long...
and we had a misunderstanding b4.
tat time he was leading the kicking of targets.
then coz i very lousy
so he was kinda telling me how to kick.
then he started scolding me.
i dun really mind actually
then my leg kick the target's inner metal part.
so pain.
so i whispered to myself "damn it!"
then i tink he heard wrongly
so he say "i can hear it."
he tinks im scolding vulgaraties at him.
then i dun dare clear with him
so the misunderstanding still hangs in the air.
but nvm. im ok with him.
but we not that nice.
but i tink he will make a nice friend/brother.
except hes alittle mean/proud to juniors.
but luckily today he give chance.
then he abit dun like me.
he say smth like "its either you kick me or i shall kick you" in chinese.
then i was like "err..".
i really did very badly in sparring today.
i really dunno wads wrong with me.
hiax. why i so lan? ='(
and tmr i still got throws training
then nid to rush for violin lesson.
i wish... nvm.

today's events

2008-05-07T15:02:00.003+08:00

juz finished lunch.
today got history and maths mock test...
i tot only got history lor!
and the teacher say today no exam
then the other class say got
then we all very confused.
stupid teacher la. anyhow say.
make me think dun hav.
but the maths one so easy.
then the history is not at all like a test lor.
they say we can use the textbook...
so funny. 1st time can lor.
then went home.
felicia say she wan go junction 8.
just to buy a hairband.
then i ask her toa payoh dun have sell meh?
then she say toa payoh dun have mini toons =.=
she must go mini toons to buy...
then i went to heartland mall
nadia and her mom also went there to eat lunch.
her mom looks alittle fierce type =/
and i saw the ground floor got sell hairbands =.=||
then i went popular to buy gold and silver paint and ice cream sticks for art.
art have to do a box about urself by mon...
i still havent made up my mind about wad to do.
hiax.
after these few months with sec 1C,
i feel got some ppl abit irritating.
i dun wan mention names
but i hope these ppl themselves will know.
i know im hyper and irritating at times too =.=
but i know it and i admit it.
not like some others.
make ppl irritated still dunno...
ok, lets change the subject.
until now, i still dunno why i could be the monitress.
LOL.
lets see at my naughty points...
1. i like to eat in class.
2. i like to do homework in class.
3. i dun like to be teacher's pet.(i rather make teachers angry, more fun.=/ )
4. i dun like to be guai and i like to have fun (i tink setting a good example is no fun at all!)
5. i dun really like my form teacher and a few others =x (who does?)
6. i dunno how to always be strict and always end up having the class so noisy at times. =X (maybe thats why they vote for me, becoz they know i will let them talk...)
haha. so do u still tink im a good monitress?
maybe i can write a book about this lol..
wad about my good points? =(
ahh, forget it, i hate talking about good points.
makes a person proud and all that.
i wish my laptop can type chinese...
i wan to write out the lyrics for some songs.
after the long rest from blogging,
i suddenly like to blog.
notice that i blog everyday nowadays.
even though im busy.
talking about busy,
i gtg. =D
wan to go watch a few episodes b4 i go do my box.
LNX rocks.
hehe =)

today's events

2008-05-06T22:25:00.004+08:00

@felicia: hello. bored? go watch videos la =x
@andreea: hi.of course i remember u!

juz back frm taekwondo
kinda busy today
first was school of course =.=
then cca. at old cedar...
lucky thurs is on holding site,
can go back with felicia and the rest.
i threw the javelin today
legs aching abit now
and one big mosquito bite! =(
but it was worth it
coz i finally mastered the basics of javelin
after 2 lessons =.=||
then i was told there was going to be this cross country run
cedar girls, dun be happy 1st!
its not only for us!
its for the whole school! haha!
and running about 3km, whole level together.
think its going to be at bedok reservior...
why cant it be at macritchie reservior?
its near HIS house =D
then taekwondo.
today tkd lesson was quite slack
first, as usual, jogging.
today only 10 rounds around the bball court.
then we did some kicks
and my sir praised me LOL
long time no hear him praising me le =x
haha, maybe i shld buck up.
then we practised our poomsae.
he say i nvr use strength...
i very long no do lo.
maybe i shld practise more at home
out of the 3 instructors,
i like sam sir the best.
NOT love pls, nadia.
think STRAIGHT.
then we are gonna have this camp
23 may to 25 may
at HomeTeamNS Pasir Ris Chalet.
god knows wheres tat place
but 2 years b4 i went there b4.
alot mosquitoes, a bad thing. =/
the fee is $30.
and got BBQ!
im gonna go.
june hols so many camp
first is this tkd camp
then i have the science THINK challenge camp,
lucky no stay over.
hope we can win first and bring glory to the school.
i juz noticed the contact number at the bottom of the camp form.
i got all their numbers now =D
sam sir changed his number...
used to be very nice
9666 smth smth smth smth.
but now start with 8 le.
i dun like phone numbers starting with 8...
time to sleep.
tmr still got school wor.
lucky tmr dismissal is earlier by 50 mins.
at 1 o'clock!
can come home and watch video
or take nap.
ohya! today i nvr watch video ='(
haix. Wan An! Goodnight.

kou tou bao gao

2008-05-05T15:11:00.002+08:00

today had to present the chinese project.
did quite badly.
i had to wear the taekowndo outfit
coz we talking bout youth olympics.
and then we had a quiz
5 questions and the prize was chocolate
then leftover of 2 was eaten by me and nadia
and gayle took pic of us -.-
say wan put on her blog.
maybe i shld go see hw i look
and i was so nervous tat i kick nadia too hard
sry..
was kinda nervous, half becoz of the rushed time
and the cold air con.
i feel tat mrs han was biased...
she gave me 14 and a half upon 20 only...
for all our hard work!
she say our presentation is old fashioned and boring
wth. she lessons worse la!
i was so pissed off.
we spent so much time lor!
then she give other groups so high marks.
we all same wad.
then mrs tan scold esther for eating sweet during science
actually i was also eating...
then i quickly swollow.
mrs tan abit unreasonable lah.
say we cannot talk when she explaining.
cannot even ask question about the topic
say got question ask her.
but sometimes u know... we tend to be closer to frens than teacher
and ask teacher abit paiseh.
cedar teacher all weird weird de la
and mrs r.w calls everyone 'young lady'
dun even bother to remember our names...
hiax.
then when i go home tat time,
sarah wan to pour water on me,
so i push her hand away
then the water splash out of the waterbottle
and hit a boy's bag
hahas.
then he called us 'nuggets' LOL.
small boys like tat de lah -.-
and i went to buy the french fries and eat
and now i feel so sick after eating it
like want to vomit...
at first eating it was nice
then i start to get sick of it
wanted to throw it away
but still brought it home...
its now in my bin.
i tink i go sleep bah.
nights. ops.
afternoon...
yawn.

refreshed blog

2008-05-04T14:41:00.003+08:00

@nicole: linked.
@charlotte: revived lo.
@bren: i download le but still nid wait very long. doesnt help much. i also downloaded the itudou...
@yiying: got 2 >.<
@vanessa: yup, u just did.

my blog is revived again =)
new skin and counter and everything.
but im still as busy as ever...
the timetable :
monday: free
tues: throws & tkd
wed: tkd
thurs: throws & tkd
fri: msp & tkd
sat: throws & violin
sun: free
out of 7 days, only 2 free...
and then i still nid do all the ptojects and watch all the nice videos.
let see wad projects i still have left:
-music
-IPW
-art
-english
and the weather now is so horrible
so warm!
i cant sleep at night
and morning wake up all sweat
note: i dun have air-con
and the wind blown out by the fan is HOT!
the news say the highest temperature is 37 degress,
thats higher than my normal temperature!!
and when i go for training,
sweat like hell
training havent end and my whole shirt wet, so uncomfortable
no mood to train
and now alot ppl like so unhappy and upset
maybe partialy because of the bad weather
wad if a drought follows up?
wad if not enough water?
wad if water prices soar up like siao?
omg.
so thirsty.
like the thirsty hippo,
pherhaps i can help u suck up all the moisture in ur cupboards...
oh yea, my hamsters gave birth AGAIN.
now got 6 le...
anyone wan to adopt?
my dog got so pissed off with the hamsters
and my old is getting older and older
i can see white hair covering his brown patch on his head
makes my heart ache to see her actions getting slower
and pants easily when we go ruuning together
those were the days...
when her stamina was better than mine
yet now mine is much better
wad if one day she is no longer around?
i will be devastated
she was here for almost 5 years...
shes my baby.
now shes so tired.
this taught me to treasure things when they are around
the 1st thing we all ought to treasure is
our mothers.
their love is so great
they expect no return and giving u all they can
yet u thank them by thinking they are extra
when one day, they quietly go away,
all will be too late
u will regret it, so why not start now
when its still not too late.
hiax.
i also came to know the importance of money
钱不是万能,
但没钱就万万不能!
lol.
this world is so realistic...
with money comes happiness
dont delute and cheat urself
by saying money cannot buy everything
is just cheating yourself.
ren bu wei zi, tian zu di mie.
the 1st song is from the drama "the new adventures of wisely".
its nice, abt science fiction.
got clones, aliens, serial killers,4th dimension etc.
quite thrilling also.
currently watching : the shadow mission 地下猎人
its abt an undercover cop
trying to catch the big boss of the illegal gambling business cum lawyer,"he"
but the "he" is very sly
in the process, he mets a guy whom is working for "he" without knowing "he" is actually using him
they became friends
what happens when the guy got to know tat he is actually being used?
will the guy kill his cop friend when threatened by "he" with a gun?
find out urself...
and guess which role LNX is acting. =)
thats all for today.
i go watch the show le. byes.

goodbye

2008-04-08T20:42:00.002+08:00

sian.not enuff time.
@felicia: why i must change? this is the way i am =D
@sars: O.o which old fren of mine are you?
@yiying: well, i am not bored anymore. got many NICE dramas waiting for me to watch!
@yiting: yiying and yiting... name so similar, i tot is same person. she really leaving? too bad then, all the nice teachers are leaving PL, first is mdm wee, now is mrs fernandez. shes quite nice la. hiax, wonder which sch mdm wee is in. i bet the next nice teacher to leave is ms siew...
@esther: i am fine =) thx.
@charlotte: hi, dun take my food during recess ar! i got cough =x unless you want a sore throat =)
@haz.: wads ur defination of long...
@xiin: i not only busy with sch, i also busy with watching dramas =)
@punker: wad toking you? sore loser la. admit it, im smarter than you. at least my mama better than urs, no hair no milk, tsktsk, how can you live with a beast?
@yenyin: =D SMILE more! you really look nicer when you smile la, our sec 1 discus champion. i lost to you by 1 metre!!! nvm, i shall try harder nxt year to beat you this slacker =D no offence, muahahahaa.

As many ppl noticed, this blog is getting less and less active. so sry but i really no time and no feeling to write anymre. its not becoz of exams, coz im here posting even though tmr gt lit and maths test =x
i hate lit... teacher so irritating and i dun even understand.
maybe its becoz i found a new hobby.
its watching dramas! but nt korean dramas please...
chinese drama series are nice =D
i know many ppl wont agree but everyone has different views.
another thing that makes me lose the feel to post here is that i have "something" for me to talk to when i am bored or feeling down and for me to tell my day's adventures to =DDD
maybe some of my frens can guess wad it is, but im not gonna tell the rest =)
wahahaha!
maybe i will come back and post next year.
or maybe when i finish watching all his dramas 1st!
but i bet its gonna be a long long time coz theres alot of his dramas.
muahahhaa!
im crazy liaos.
hiax, time for me to study for my test 1st.
no wait, i go finish watching my dramas 1st.
damn the tudou load soo slow
guess im gonna bath 1st, my head so itchy.
cant stand it.
Goodbye and Goodnight.
=DDD.

valentines day!!

2008-02-14T20:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! =)
@hazel: i also got give u chocolate mahs >.< but really alot mah, and too much french fries not good, alot oil, i juz helping =D
@yingyi: u nvr give me add... how i link >.<
@a 6 joyian: hes 44 years old and the pic is abit old...hes been acting for more than 20 years and he has got most popular actor for 10 years in a row and best actor twice... what can u expect? =.=|| but hes still very shuai =P
@racia: i know the pic is blur here but the main focus is the head >.<
@shumin: i cant believe it too and the congrats was so sacastic... guai kia so hard to be =.= how u be one ar? can teach me? forget it, i will never learn to be de...

today valentines day haha.
someone gave me a rose =D 1st time wor!
my senior also give me lolli and sweets.
then my classmate write on the board "wenqi loves wayne.wayne says happy valentine day to wenqi and muacks"
=.=|| i dun even know whos wayne la...
i know sam, ian, riwei, dominic, xavier, nanxing but i seriously dunno whos wayne =P
maybe nxt time haha
secondary so many test sia.
today was geography and tommorrow is history.
and im still here playing comp =D
dont worry, be happy. relax!
unlike felicia... so tensed up and all that.not bad-mouthing u =X
tomorrow total defence day lols.
and got fire drill haha,they even told us =.=||
like that not called fire drill le la.
i cant believe track and field is quite fun.
with all the gym and throwing.
but im afraid i will be tired of it soon...
busy busy busy.
oh yeah, btw, i got new hamsters! =)
nadia gave them to me =)
still dunno wad to name them.
im getting more and more naughty =)
listen to music in class =x
ling hui teach me de!! =x
got method one haha.
im missing the <> drama.
i watched it twice =(
i wish it will have a part 2.
or more of those nice drama with li nan xing in it rather than some crappy dramas that they show now.
what did we pay the electric and television bills for? =.=
so many things coming up...
and im getting crazier and crazier.
guetghee, come and stop my crazyness pls... >.<
see what i mean? =.=
cedar girls is one crazy sch..
rachel also say so..
stay in it for too long and u will also go crazy.
wad was i talking?
i go bath le.. so sticky.
NO PEEPING PLEASE!

replies to tag

2007-12-22T11:45:00.000+08:00

replies to tag
@christina : yea i selling mesos. SGD$2 per million.
@yiting : oh yeah...in front. type wrong ler.
@heihei : i rmb now lerhs >.< my phone number is 97880994.
@jiaying : the song very nice right?
@xiin : tagged.cups change blog again arh?

ytd i go cedar for registeration den i forgot to bring report book and psle result slip... they nvr even tell us must bring =.=
so me and my mom rush home in a cab to take.
the cab so expensive sia. now prices rise soo much.
then when we came back very late le.
we last one to register...
then we proceed to the hall for briefing.
then buy uniform and books..
so long queue. waited so long.
8:30 reach there..then 2:30 then reach home =.=
i saw pearlyn at cedar. didnt know shw went cedar too.
then i saw claris. wtf. i dun really like her.
used to fight alot during p3 and now we in same class.
how they group our class is so damn funny.
according to names...so my class alot indians coz their name usually start with A
im abit racist. =.= F3
so sian.
26dec-28dec got orientation camp.
no overnight stay =.= phew
lazy go sia. 12 hours each day leh!
dunno wad they going to do there.
summore meals not provided =.=
later going sarah's bbq party.
hiax. i go eat lunch lerhs. bb.

New phone!

2007-12-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

Replies to tags
@heihei : who are u? F3. i selling mesos now... can email me or sms me. and er, u mean marriage in maple right? k, u send me the invitation 1st la. but sat 2.30-3.30, i got violin lesson.Other than that, i am free.Send to pigywen bah.
@yiting : what?! u going cedar girls also? good! at least have some friends. So happy! the accs i selling got 1 lvl 82 dk,lvl 49 xbowman,lvl 31 sin(< bootes), lvl 37 cleric(delphinus) all female in the same account.
and another is now a lvl 40 cleric but i training it to about lvl 70 priest.
the boy priest is sold. u interested? btw, tagged.
@xuub/xiin : huh? wad talking u? btw, if u are xiin, can tell me wad is cuppy's blog add? i forgot le? and wads urs? i wanna link all of u =)

today both happy and sad.
happy coz i have a new phone. today went to sign up for singtel student plan. so since we signing up for contract, my mom said change phone better.
than now my new phone is Sony Ericsson K770i.
we went to compass point de hello! singtel shop.
we went so early taht we were the 1st in queue.lol.
than this stupig saleswomen so rude. dunno how to service ppl de
mother no teach i guess.
lucky we nvr buy the phone under her service or not let her earn.
i couldnt make up my mind coz she was rushing us.
(her face and attitude reminds me of my ex teacher, mrs lim...)
same round body, same loousy attitude.
than we decided to go out and decide 1st.
than we changed another saleswomen.
this time, she was so nice, explained everything to us.
so we decide to get the new phone.
so after friday, please contact me at 97880994.
Nine Seven Double Eight,Zero Double Nine Four. =D
nothing dont call me ar! and no prank calls please, and pls say who u are coz im rude to strangers >.<
now got many things to do.
like transfering pics and songs to my new phone
the memory card not same so muz buy new one =(
but the phone got promotion so quite cheap.
2GB memory card + phone = $92+
but of course, we sign 2 year contract too.
New phone so slim =)

Now for the sad/bad news.
me and guet ghee not same sch T_T
sobs. cant be together ler.
she go scgs and i go cgs...
juz add a 'S' behind my sch name den become hers la! hiax.
best buddies for 3 years leh!
seperation again...
another sad news.
i applied for 3rd language 'french'
but they said the application was unsuccessful!
i dun understand why...
my english marks too low??!
i got 'A' leh!
guet ghee one also unsuccessful.
and she got 'A*'...
A* also cant get in?
whos facing this prob too?
hiax.. i wanted to learn french and maybe can see guet ghee too.
but now all gone... all gone...
now i can only learn either 'malay' or 'arabic'.
dunno wad to choose.
i like malay but my mom say arabic more useful.
maybe i go for malay. coz then i can communicate with my ex maid and maid.
tommorrow going ice skating with cousins.
i remember guet ghee went ice skating with me b4 with her sis...
memories.
gonna learn spanish by myself when school starts.
coz i got this spanish phrase book.
maybe can share with GG.
then i go her house learn french. she said her mom is buying her the CDs for learning french. she teach me french, i teach her spanish LOL.
oh well. i go try out my new phone lerhs.
Hasta luego! (spanish for see you later!)

PS:btw, the new 9 oclock drama series rocks. <>
ncie sia. i strongly reccomend it to you.
i like Lee Nan Xing. His acting skills is superB. my fav actor.

reply to tags.

2007-12-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

juz came to reply to some of the tags.
and oh ya i lost my sim card zzz
but now go retrieve back at singtel.
and tmr going watch movies with frens.
at bishan J8 lol.

@ xiin : touching in wad way? o.o the puppies?
@bren : er. its possible. coz i play like 10 hours a day =x
and now the orbis pq got this glitch, abit like bug like that. one pq(around 10mins) can get like 68k exp and with ac, i can get in alot of times. so i can lvl very fast. yeah, imagine it, 10mins get 68k exp... 1.4mil easy. 10 hours sure lvl le. but of course sometimes imside got ppl den muz wait.
@yunting : re-linked. and last time i live at, if im not wrong, blk 25 1st floor (cant rmb door num.years ago ler), near the swimming pool there and blk 27, also 1st floor, near swimming pool too. =D
@yiying : no... i dun play audi lers. maybe i will play gunbound awhile after i quit maple than i go to studying. audi not that fun to me le, always lose and cant sell the den for money de. =x

sian la... looking for job now. having this very stong urge to earn my own pocket money, etc. now teaching my mom fren basic chinese. 3 hrs. $30.
wish i was 14 years old. can go macs work. although only 3.50(i tink) per hour, its still money =.= hiax. my fren working at macdonals. wish i can join him...
19 dec is coming soon... i really wish guetghee will get 2nd choice,cedar girls sec instead of her 1st choice, scgs... i really hope to be with you.seriously.
now i know what lonely means.you all taught me that...
hmm.. maybe after i quit all those online games completely, im gonna write a book. ficion one. yeah, like guetghee plans like that. using my laptop.~

long time no write...

2007-12-13T11:37:00.000+08:00

long time no write ler...
maybe coz no mood to.
but got alot thing to write so i came along today.
1st, lets reply to the tags.

@shumin : dun get so angry...but i reckon u are smiling when u wrote that as usual >.< btw, my maple got many accounts so means many dars. theres : xxproboomxx ,
giveme1mil , etc.
@xiin : she put a 7 lettered word that doesnt even exist and thus, her group won the scabble competition coz of the points she got from the non-existing word. then, after the competition, she jeered at the other groups and she admitted that the word did not even exist.but during the competition, no one dared to say its wrong coz if they misunerstood her, they will get minus points and they think shes clever... i tink she has brains but no sense of honour.
@yiying : wad tips? go forums see la. forums.playpark.net
@abs : tagged.
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9 december 07
i went to this violin concert organised by my violin school.
i had to perform...
so i was forced to wear this white dress.
but luckily, i wasnt the only one.
the dress sux man. i hate dresses.. =.=
my mom says it looks pretty on me but i tink opposite.
well, the concert went well. but after the concert, we muz like sit down and watch other people perform so we muz buy the tickets beforehand.
and the tickets is like $15 =.=
they ask us perform, still ask us pay for the tickets?! blood-suckers.
but tell u smth, i didnt buy at all.
slipped away after my performance.
i hope no one noticed...
then i changed into 'normal' clothes and went home.
heh heh.
10 december 07
today was yunting's party.
woke up at like 9am...so early ..
then while i was brushing my teeth, guetghee came.
we agreed to meet at 9:30am at my house then we go together.
but i was late =x
then we left house around 9:45
when we reached there, yunting was nowhere in sight.
so me,guetghee,christine,renee went in by ourselves.
then we meet the rest at the multi-function room.
i wanted to play comp 1st de but all 3 were occupied.
2 audition, 1 maple. know why not all 3 audition? coz middle comp cannot audition, haha!
then i went to play billards 1st.
after that, i went to play maple on the middle comp.
the modem there rocks sia. so fast.
can do perfect glitch. i love the modem!
wanted to take it home.. lols..
i tink i played maple the longest.
after lunch, me and guetghee went to explore the neighbourhood.
i used to live at chery hill...
liked it alot but now..
the big old tree was.. CUT DOWN!
i was so sad... last time, me and my ex-maid used to climb that tree with her friend and pluck the fruits. the fruits so nice sia. i loved them.
but now it was cut down... i wanted to climb it with guetghee that day but it was gone...yunting say coz of some stupid old women who said the tree blocked her fung shui (whr got such thing one?!)
then, the second sad thing that i found out was...
the house where i used to live, there was a beautiful papaya tree grown by me and it bears papaya fruit but now, i dunno when, it was cut down too...
now the house is so plain. so ugly.
filled with sadness.
then after that, we went to the erm... how to spell ar? is it jacuzzi? nvm...
was very fun and we kept screaming...
until this security guard came and said 4 ppl complained about our noise and we werent supposed to swim when its raining ( but there was shelter at the jaccuzi..)
but we still came out of the pool.
then we went back to play comp lor.
i lvl-ed my lvl 65 cleric all thanks to the modem coz its so fast sia. from 0% - 100%
did glitch all day long.
then, the rain stopped. so all the others went to swim in the pool.
i didnt want to coz i no more spare clothes.
then some stupid bald old man (yunting says he is the chairman of the condo) came to say that those without swimming costume cannot swim.
although it didnt affect me but i was still quite annoyed.
wads his prob la. we wont drown swimming in home clothes, will we?
so busybody sia.
then i remembered him... he was the one who complained when my maid and i was plucking coconuts at the coconut tree. curse u sia, stupid botak.
the coconut tree also not his one. zzzz
oh ya, we also played water bomb before swimming.
so fun. but the water bombs were in plastic bags.
then after swimming we went back to play comp and eat dinner.
then after dinner, we played wacko and theres a lucky draw too.
i won a dr grip shaker pencil.lol.
then, it was about 9:45 le. so me and guetghee went home together.
well, thats about all...
and ohya, i had a row with my mom on 11 december 07.
quite unpleasent but all ended well afterwards.
and hagen daz the strawberry ice cream rox!
im eating burger now, lol.
going maple soon. hahas.

sadness

2007-12-06T12:32:00.000+08:00

sobsobsob.
my old maid is gone...gone -.-
i feel so lonely.
im gonna miss her.
wish she would come back soon.
this morning i woke up at 6:30am.
no one called me though, i juz magically woke up.
maybe coz i knew she was going to leave at 7pm.
i send her off in tears.
goodbye.
*************************************************************************
There were times we fought,
There were times we talked.
But all these times were fond memories,
That u have given me,
That i will not forget.
Goodbye.

Im going to play maple the whole day.
coz it helps me forget my sorrows.
hope so.

clearing my bookshelf

2007-12-04T19:08:00.000+08:00

whew!
so tired sia..
morning i went to hougang to deposit the $350 that i have earned in my bank account.
then i came back around 2:30 and went to clear my bookshelves...
so dusty -.- i keep have to blow my nose...
i tink i am allergic to dust.really.
my maids and i worked together.
and there this big big plastic bag that we put the junk in.
i tink we spent like 4.5 hours doing this.
no, it will be more than 4.5 hours coz my new maid is now putting everything that is wanted back into the shelves.
and when i looked at the plastic back containing the junk items, i was shocked...
it was full.. and the plastic bag is gigantic.
i had never knew that i had so many unwanted items.
really.
im an untidy girl =) i know that.
all my primary textbooks are in there. and some paper too.
goodbye,primary education.
i also took out my throphies and medals and gave them a good polish.
yawn...im going to go look at the bookshelf now. see if its neat or not.
wow, its really neat. all my efforts have not gone down the drain!
and theres still plenty space for my secondary books.
but i doubt it will stay neat for long =x
maybe the neatness will only last for a few months...
hiax, later got taekwondo again.
i really really hate the running...
but do i have a choice? no -.-
sobs... i dun wan thursday to come..
but do i have a choice? no T_T
i thought they said life was full of choices.
i guess its not...
how bout, do i have a choice about where i would be born? no ...
so tired... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

movies!

2007-12-03T20:55:00.000+08:00

back from the movies...
me and my old maid reach there at 3:45 and found guet ghee.
but rachel was no where in sight...
we waited for half an hour for her.
but, she still didnt come. =(
so we both went in at 4:30 without her.
when i went home, she called me and said she had forgotten and today was her mom's birthday so she didnt come.. >.< but im not really mad at her, dunno why leh.
Enchanted was quite nice. and funny too.
haha =D
i bought the nachos combo with extra cheese.
the cheese rocks! i love it.
i finished it with gg.
then after the movies, gg went to the library with her mom and sis
while i went to have dinner.
i ate beef noodles. yummy. i love them too.
then i went to the arcade and play 2 rounds of bishi bashi.
so fun. then i went home.
bought ramly burger for my old maid.
shes going back at thursday... im so sad...
is there anyone who would confort me? T_T
i dun wan her to leave!!!
i hate seperations. sobs.
i know i will cry when she leave. i juz hope she will come back and visit.
hiax. so tired but too early to sleep.
so playing computer for a while lor...
i still got 2 maplesea bootes account to sell away.
- Lvl 63 cleric(male), fully dressed, going to train it to lvl 71 then sell.
- Lvl 40 cleric(female), fully dressed, going to train it to lvl 71 then sell too.
and maplesea bootes mesos to sell too..
SGD $2 per million. (Currently got 100mil,will have 120mil soon after i sell everything away.)
Anyone interested? =) E-mail wenqi_1995@hotmail.com
going to publish it at sunday's times de classified soon.

update on events

2007-12-03T12:24:00.000+08:00

Many things to write...dunno whr to start.
ok lets start at the day b4.

1 december 07
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a BUSY day...
woke up early in the morning
then went to jurong east to buy some electrical appliances that was on offer.
muz walk so long to akira showroom from the mrt sia!
then after buying at the crowded showroom, its about 12pm
then me and my old maid had to walk back to the mrt, and walk to the juron entertainment centre there de macdonals
then i meeted up with this guy and i gave him my maple account while he paid me $350.
there goes my lvl 82 dk..but nvm la.
then we take mrt home, 1hr ride -.- and summore so crowded.
i had mee siam at home then i rushed to my violin lessons.
after violin lessons, i rushed to chai ning's house for her year end party
so tired sia... but dunno why, i like busy days.
the year end party got this 'competition'.
there are 2 groups of 4 and there wad 4 section where we could score points.
and the group with the highest points wins.
me,jerlyn,shu min and sophia in group A and shi yun,keely,laeticia and andreea in group B
1st was a music quiz. not really that fair coz our group only shu min listen those pop music. im not saying that i dun listen but i listen mostly english and i dun care about the artist.. while the other group, all except laeticia listens to pop music, so obviously we lost.
next was games.there was 2 parts. one is to draw the nose on the raindrop with ur eyes closed and the one who drew nearest to the nose place, wins. we lost by 10 marks...
part 2 is a magazine hunt.we had to look for things that chai ning wants in the megazine in 3 mins. we won that round.
next is sports. the sport was captain's ball for 5 mins.(i really think that 5 mins was too short...) we won this too.. 4:1
lastly , its art. we had to design an outift for someone in the CSS2 using our materials. (about those pop stars agian -.-) we lost coz we dont know the personalities of the pop stars.(Seriously, why do we have to care about those pop stars?)
then, we had a treasure hunt in groups of 2s.
andreaa and keely won coz the clues wasnt really that clear >.<
the dinner was spagetti. the bacon rox!
then, we went back into chai ning's house and watched a power point presentations of pictures of ourselves in primary school. no one cried though. then we each had a free CD of that presentation to take home. sophia went home without watching the presentation coz her parents were early.
i made balloon doggies and my skill improved. =)
although i was disapointed becoz of some reasons (Cannot say here coz everyone can see so better keep it to myself), the party was fun.
thx chai ning.
then i went home, so tired that i didnt have time to write this down in blog..

2 december 07
nothing really happened today though.
played computer a quarter of the day, slept quarter of the day.
the new maid and i still rarely talk much...
i hope she can cook...and learn all the basics b4 my old maid go home.
oh yeah... my grandmother to visit.
with my cousins too.
we went bowling and arcade.
we even cheated the person in charge that our 50 cent coin was stuck then we had a free game. =x
after that, we went roller-blading, skate boarding and skate-scootering at the void deck. (each one of us did one..)
after that, they went home.
well, thats about all...

3 december 07 (today)
the day juz began...
i was playing super mario on my playstation 2 juz now..
later going maple
and after that going to watch 'enchanted' at bishan's golden village at 4:30pm
we are meeting up at 3:30pm at bishan interchange.
i going at 3pm.
ok. thats all for now. bye!

New Maid!

2007-11-29T22:12:00.000+08:00

Welllll...
today, a (or rather, the) new maid arrived...
we went to the maid agency to pick her up at toa payoh.
she looked soo young! and they said she was 23 years old..
i reckon shes only like 18?
coz they usually fake the age if they are too young..
coz only 23 years old people can come and work as maid (dunno why)
she was soo shy and on the way home, we only spoke very little
it was partly coz her english is not very good and i only know abit of malay.
so it was rather embarressing...
i was actually very sad.
coz my 'old' maid is going home next week... sobs.
after leaving from my p6 classmates, now i have to suffer leaving my maid.
double the pain and hurt..
T_T she worked with us since i was only 1-month old!
thats nearly 13 years! Y_Y
i will really miss her and i will cry harder than i did during last day of primary school...
shes really good u know.and i really liked her.
but all good things will come to an end and nothing is forever.
not even love (i dun believe in forever love maybe coz i saw too much bad side of love, not in TV but in real life that i lost trust to guys)
99% of men are jerks. thats wad i believe.really.
ok, lets get back to the maid thing.
im feeling so hollow and empty inside me.
coz i know my maid will leave me soon.
shes like my 2nd mom and...i wish she wont have to leave.
we have slept in the same room for years and she used to bathe me and feed me.
hiax...she has her life and i have my life.
we have to go our seperate ways now.
but seperation is never easy, especially after living together for so long.
it hurts..
but the good news is, she only live at batam.
which is only an 1hr boat ride frm singapore.
so we and visit each other often.
the only thing i hope now is that the new maid cooks at least half as good as my old maid... (my old maid's cooking skills is superb!everyone says so too.)
juz finished eating sushi =) yummy.
alot of things to say but not enuff time..
alot of things to do.. but juz always not enuff time.
aaand. im selling my maplesea bootes account soon ^^
for the sake of the 2x exp during this holidays, im creating a new account.
actually i created a new account last week le.
called it pigywen and its currently a lvl 40 cleric.
then after the holidays, im going to sell it off too
and quit maple to concentrate on studies.
quitting is hard though. i miss all my maple frens and they will miss me too.
especially my dardar <3
but i have made up my mind to study hard.
i hope guet ghee goes to cedar instead of scgs...
but its all fated. and i have decided to learn french instead of japanese le.
coz working in france earns more money than japan(not that i would like to work stay there forever but for business trips)
and maybe i would get to see guet ghee if she gets in scgs.
and i juz found out that bus 153 can get to st joseph int which is near scgs!!
but taking bus 153 would take me like 50 mins to get there and maybe another 10 mins walk to scgs so i chose cedar instead. sry ducks. i really dun wan waste 2 hr each day on transport and around 300++ hours per year.
well, im going to sleep now.yawn~
cya.

PSLE results!

2007-11-22T16:44:00.000+08:00

=) just back from taking my psle results...
hehex
guess how much i got?
well, i got 264!
ok lah... i dont really think that its very high.
im 30 marks away from the top psle pupil in singapore!
u know how much is 30 marks? =.=
i wonder who get 294... so smart.
dunno which school to choose.
maybe i go back to PL sec.
but dun have basketball T_T i like basketball...sobs
how come PL sec got basketball court but no basketball CCA?!
so stupid right? den if i go there, dunno what CCA to choose.
so little choices lor! hiax.
i wan something to do with sports...or music.
need to make 6 choices leh! hmmmm...
den after getting my results, i went to hougang mall.
not shopping but return my storybooks and borrow new ones.
some people tink that psle over, should throw away all books
but i tink psle over, hols here, should read more nice books.
haha.
this year's paper difficult so all the marks go up.
still got one more prob..which school to choose?
well, this is my 6 choices..
(no more changes coz i already sent in liaos.)

Choice 1:Cedar Girls' Secondary School (i juz hope i will see some old frens there)
Choice 2: Paya Lebar Methodist Girls Secondary School (long name =x)
Choice 3: Xin Min Secondary School (never see it b4 though.)
Choice 4: Holy Innocent High School (im not that innocent though..)
Choice 5: Zhong Hua Secondary School (take bus still muz walk den the skirt is green,not nice.. but got basketball girl's team!)
Choice 6: Yuying Secondary School (very near my house!)

Not going any good good schools coz
1:All so far from my house and i hate waking up so early in the morning.
2:I would rather be in a normal school in the top 3 classes than be in a very good school in the top 3 worst class.

Wadda you think?

2007-11-18T12:32:00.000+08:00

Tribute to 6 Joy 07 of paya lebar methodist girls primary school and all my friends in that school.i will never forget all the wonderful memories u all have given me.Though we have parted, i know we will still meet someday.

today's demo

2007-11-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

haaa!
juz back from taekwondo demostration!
finished bathing and eating longans =) yummy!
dont drool =( coz no more for you hehex
the demostration was successful
it was fun too except for the long wait.
there was freebies (it was actually a nice waterbottle and i took 2!)
gave one to my maid coz she said she liked it alot.
well im much happier today compared to yesterday!
except for the fact that i missed 2x exp today in maplestory!
well i kicked wooden planks, held wodden planks for others to kick on stage too
but i didnt show a black face to someone today juz ignored him, thats all(Refer to my previous blog post if u do not know that i am talking about)
and we bullied this small fella,i tink shld be around 5 years old...made him cry haha
who call him go spit on my shoe and my friend's pants.no parent to teach maybe...
mr mok and his family drove me home, so kind!
but i hope they wont look down on me juz because im living in a much smaller house than them..
well, im so tired today.
but quite sad...taht i cant sell off my remaining 60mil maplestory mesos and didnt get my target amount of money($300) and alot items havent even sell...
if i sold all items and my account, could fetch around $800 wor!maybe i should!
i still havent made a desicion whether to sell my account and quit maple or not.
i had alot of fun playing maple but im quite tired of it already and i hope to get something out my my hard work playing maple before its all too late.
and the market price for selling mesos i dropping! last time is $3 per million and now its only about $2.50! hiax.. i really should sell everything off and play something else...
ya,maybe i shld...but im afraid that if i sell all, den next time i dont have any other things to play! hmm... i tink i shld start doing more meaningful things other than mapling...
ya.. so wad do u think?

sad...

2007-11-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

heart still crying...at home..
MY FRIENDS!!! T_T MY PRIMARY SCHOOL!!! AND MY TEACHERS!!!!
sobs...
ok.. i admit -.- i did cry.alittle =x a few drops of tears..
but its not abnormal to cry right? so im normal =)
well, alot of people cried too...
i dun wan to leave!! but we had to...Y_Y
*****
Then i went to guet ghee's house.
eat and bathe then head straight for jurong for ice skating!
the food at her house was yummy but is it organic as usual? =x hehex
ice skating was very fun but my legs were so tired...and numb.
and there was so many people! so little space to skate..
i nearly bumped into others and the ice was so slippery as some of the ice has melted coz of heat from the friction between the ice and the skater's shoes...(science lesson =x)
then guet ghee's dad brought guet ghee and her sis to the library and me to my home...
i reach home at like.. 6:50..zzz then i have taekwondo lessons at 7:30!!
i was sooo tired but then i told myself have to go to taekwondo as i have to prepare for a demostration thats tommorrow at hougang st 31..
so i rushed to eat instant noodles, so HOT!
then, disaster STRIKES!
suddenly, my tummy got so pain! dunno why...
i grabbed my towel and rushed to the toilet...
ahh so shiok... woot.
after i made my way out, i got a shock. its 7:30 le! i took like 20mins?! (ok la.. my usual timing...)
i hurriedly gulped down the noodles but was still so hot that i burnt my tongue alittle...
quickly changed into uniform then rushed out of the house.
even forgot bring my handphone and tape the 9 o'clock show wor!
when i reached there, i was late -.- they started running at the nearby park le...
i was quite happy actually... =x dunnid run outside(very tiring one u know!)
then i and another late comer, ping yi(he purposely one -.-) had to run up the 11 story building twice coz we late and nvr run outside while others once only.
(SECRET: the second time i only run 7 stories nia...)
then i run down. and someone, hes another blackbelt... not the teacher but tried to act like one) go shout us faster... -.-
we run down till 4th story den he dunnno come up for what, so extra.
then he was like saying :"so slow,after this u two do 50 starjumps." in a bu shuang manner.
then i replied :"but we ran up twice leh." he said :" i dont give a shyt." and he ran down.
then i was like god damn son of a b!tch la (sorry for vulgarities... =x)
i didnt do the starjumps, my friend also coz we dont think we deserve it.
i mean, if i was wrong, like really slow but we were not, we dashed up lor and my legs hurt u know,i would apologise lor, but i wasnt wrong at all so why should i apologise??
i show him a face black like thunder and refused to look at him the whole day ar.
then he reminded me bout the starjumps and told me to do after class but i didnt even reply him at all except with a 'wad a *****' and walked away. i said the word softly but he heard it, was glad too. he didnt say anything after this.
i can see that he was taking out on us, maybe coz something that upset him.
everytime he walk to my right, i look to the left.
i was already so upset about last day of primary school then he come make me.
i actually quite like him but after this, i find him damn irritating.
then he was leading the demostration team. i didnt care him and juz did my things.
but then he say i kick so slow, shout so soft and this and that. and even asked me want to do or not and even talk about the starjumps lor. wtf la. i didnt answer but stared at him right into the eye den my friend comforted me say he always like that so i looked away and walked away.
who did he think he was?
then i started to secretly stick my tongue at him but he of course never see, hahas!
but after that lessons ended. so i went to play with my friends. so fun. went to pull a guy's pants down =x even earned $9 for maple mesos.
then i went home with my maid. then she told me that the someone was my bro's ex classmate...
i was so shocked.him?! maris stella?! argh..
but on the bright side, my bro may have a pic of him. muahahaha!
can see how he look last time...sure very toot =P
but then my heart softened... thats me -.-
gonna see him tommorrow again leh, so should i give him a black face? or should i forgive and forget? hmm... depends la..

fond memories

2007-11-16T11:13:00.000+08:00

sian.. (writing this using sch comp..)
last day of school... last day of my primary school T_T
wish the day will never end...very sad
i know i will miss all of my friends alot. and the school too!
getting my results at 22 nov. maybe will go to the secondary school coz i really miss this sch.
sad..sobs
mrs fernandez...miss siew...ms tham...mdm wee... i miss all my teachers!
i got most of the class's signature on my belt but dunno whose is whose...
feeling hollow in the inside.
i want to say sorry to all those whom i have offended... coz i dun wan them to leave the school hating me forever.
dunno what school to go to... dun even have a dream school...lost for now.
its 11:20 le... only 1 hr and 40 mins to go. i dun wan the day to end!!!pls...
so sad..
all my friends...
wished i was a better friend to them. =x
hiax..
~friends are never alone~
hope i can sleep tonight...

P6 NITE

2007-11-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

woohoo!
juz got back from p6 night at school!
wad a cool night i had =) frm 5pm - 10pm !!
i was washing my hair at4 pm den i stuffed all my things in my bag and left house at 4:40.
lucky i wasnt late =) den we assembled in the canteen. we went up to the hall. it was air-conditioned! so nice and cool. den we went to the canteen for dinner. it cost me $8!
rice with fishcake, veggies,1 chicken wing and ketchup fish(not nice >.<). i drank 2 cups of fruit punch and we had dessert. we could take as much dessert as we want =) i was so full!
there was cream puffs(my fave!),chocolate cake,brownies and muffins.
yiting cried dunno for wad -.- den they were crowding in the toilet zzz
i need the toilet so i went there with guet ghee. we told jokes in the cubicle, haha so funny =)
she said something abt stuck sitting on the toilet bowl helpless with the door open and i ROFLMAO then i said something abt trapping in the toilet or smth like that >.<
then we went to the red brick area. there were some ppl playing catching there then, we decided to sit down. then, some other ppl COPIED US and sat down too! i was like ' WTF' i hate copy cats... then after that, we decided to lie down and enjoy the night sky.
after a few mins... we returned to sitting position and GUESS WAD I SAW!
a few pairs of other people copied us! zzzz so pissed off.
thats what i hate about copycats. they copy ur great idea and theres nothing u can do abt it...
never mind... muz tolerate those low IQ people.
after that, we went up to the hall and everyone sat down.
it was 'talent time'. every class has to perform either a skit, dance or sing.
our class did a funny skit and i was acting as a protester.
after 10 classes, we won 2nd place. 1st was humality's skit, which was funny and i muz admit better than ours.3rd was charity.they performed a dance.
the party's theme was masquerade(i dunno how to spell -.-) so everyone had to bring a mask and 12 people won the best mask.someone frm our class won...
then the last item was a tribute to us by miss siew.(miss siew is a nice teacher =) my 2nd fave.
the tribute was touching but i didnt cry.
there was pictures from when we were p1 till p6. too bad there was only one featuring me and i was quite disappointed that they didnt have my p1 or 2 class photo coz i wanted to see mdm wee T_T shes my p1 and 2 teacher and my favourite teacher! SHES SO NICE! i love her!~
but sadly, she left our school to teach in another school last year. from that time on, u started to hate all teachers and loved to make them angry.(esp mrs lim haha! so fun!)
if only there was a picture with me and mdm wee then i tell you, i will surely cry. i wish mdm wee was at the p6 nite... i surely will go forward and hug her.
i think she left becoz of someone.she said something to us about that. T_T
to the someone : I HATE YOU. why did u have to drive mdm wee away?! mdm wee was such a nice person. infinity times nicer than you. 3 words : GO AND DIE.
enough about that. lets continue.
bata = buy and throw away lol =.=
im really going to miss my friends! sobsobs. tmr is last day of my primary school! i dont want it to end!! sobsobs. going ice skating with guet ghee tomorrow.
hiax i dont want to leave my friends and my school! before exams, i wanted holidays to come faster but now, after exams, i wanted holidays to never come T_T
i hope to be in the same school with most of my friends and guet ghee! hiax.
mummy! lol
i better go slp now or later not enough energy for tomorrow. maybe i will cry. sobsobs
my heart is already crying now. i dun wan to leave my friends! =(
my friends and teachers, i will miss u dearly! if i go to our secondary sch, i will come back and see u teachers! mark my words! juz hope u all wont forget me. my name's chiew wenqi.

P6 Fair

2007-11-14T11:48:00.000+08:00

well, typing this using sch comp again.
juz finished my job at the 'marble mania' stall.
the buzzz game so easy to win.i played 3 times and won 2 soft toy!
i bought a box of candy floss! so NICE!
i love candy floss, so soft and sweet. =)
someone gave me a free ice pop whoohoo! haha.
i went to paint a pawprint on my face. its blue with black outlining.(juz like blue's clues)
then i went to paint the word "piggywen" on my hand in red and blue.
i told that girl that i wanted it to be pigywen but she went to write piggywen...zzzz
but nvm la, still quite nice.
now im in the class with 2 other people, alison and jia ying.
and that alison keep pulling my rubber band and i have to re-tie again =.=
the two of them are doing flyers for our noodle stall and buzzz.
maybe gonna help them after i have finished this.
guet ghee is gonna meet me in class later, after her shift and im waiting for her.
today was a fun day. i get to set up the stall as im in the 1st morning shift.
i was supposed to be afternoon shift but xin hui exchanged with me.
morning shift was more fun! 3 people who playing in my shift won away the grand prize, which was a soft toy or a cap. muz admit that they are good in using chopsticks!
i wanted to buy this cube for $3 at first but then i thought it was too expensive so i didnt.
and now i found out that i could buy it at $1+ at a mama shop, lucky i never buy!
and check out the new songs! i made it smaller though but still hope u enjoyed it.
heres the list: 1st song is pop princess by the click five.
2nd song is best friends by minh tri and viet thi
3rd song is victims of love by good charlotte
4th song is tong hua by guang liang
5th song is keep holding on by avril lavigne
6th song is yi qian nian yi hou by jj lin
7th song is cao cao by jj lin
8th song is wo men de ai by FIR
9th song is bei feng cuo guo de xia tian by jj lin
10th song is love you so by nazzt
1st 3 songs are my favourite english songs
so hope u like it.

New blogskin and all

2007-11-12T20:18:00.001+08:00

WOOT.
changed my whole blog look!
decided to change frm new one to classic one and glad that i did coz i love it now!
i love the blogskin. puppy rocks! so does my jack russell dog, bibi =)
i love the clock thingy and the paw prints beneath each blog post!
i love the pop-up windows too. (many thanks to brenda for that)
but i wished that i could include the big red button somewhere but no space coz its too BIG (well, nothing is perfect...)
and while i was doing half of this in school, that naughty meishuen go mess up my hair ( like my hair not messy enuff!) and end sch that time, go squish my neck..zzz
must stop myself frm finishing this new blog at home... will put in the music at school or not later at school have nothing to do(and i hate to waste my time) and so sian.
must get the comp 1st tmr... must RUSH!
i have a hunch that when i show my friends the pop-up windows, they are gonna ask me how to do..hiax but it may be a good way to snatch the comp frm them. hehex.
well, last week of school is quite boring... except can use comp but my school only got 3 comps so its not enuff... and have to wait and wait and WAIT (i hate waiting...)
but i look forward to the p6 fair =) got $10 to spend.
well, cya then.tommorrow. ( and i have to clear my locker too =.=)

swimming!

2007-11-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

LOL
(writing this using comp in brenda's hse, then later edit some of it at home)
went swimming at the swimming pool near bren's hse touday.it was her birthday party.
so tiring!
had a small circle plaster for my injection wound coz its still quite stiff.
the water in this swimming pool is extraordinarily COLD! *shivers*
we had to take turns to bathe and luckily, i was 1st =) after the 2nd girl, which was wei qing, they had to bathe 2 at a time in a toilet coz not enuff time.
haha! juz now everyone dont want to be 1st but now i tink they wished to be the 1st =D
ok, lets see... 1st was me, 2nd was wei qing, 3rd was brenda, 4th was guet ghess, 5th was andreea and last was sophia.
i think is took the longest to bathe... =x coz i used some time to find the soaps and shampoos and to wash my swimming costume too.(they said i used 25 mins but i tink i only used 20min. -.-)
then, we went to KFC to have our dinner. i ate 1 crispy breast meat,1 original drumstick,1 cheesefries and 1 cup of iced milo. i took home the salad and mashed potato coz i couldnt eat anymore or i will puke.
not really feeling well after the injection or maybe its the cold swimming expierence , having headache but i managed to get back home in one piece.

RE : Injections

2007-11-09T11:55:00.000+08:00

yawn~
*using comp in school to type this =)*
just got my injection... now not pain but my fren, who took her injection on wednesday, said tonight and tommorow will very pain T_T
managed to skip the puberty check(hehe), only took the backbone one.
the injection at my right hand was more pain than the left hand when the needle went into my arm (argh) but afterwards, the right hand felt no pain anymore but than the left one started to feel some pain...
i scared tomorrow too pain for me to go brenda's bdae party... hope not.
i saw 2 ppl cry, LOLs. both good friends =.=
sian, later still got taekwondo, dunno whether shld go or not.
and the 1st nurse so rude, like rushing for time like that, ask one question only then she lian hei hei, like stormy clouds like that...
later at 12:30 i going sell funfair tickets to p4s... quite fun la but some teachers might ask us come back again coz they are having their stupid lessons -.- exams over le leh!
on the 14th this month is our p6 fun fair, and im in charge of a stall called marble mania... frankly speaking, the game is quite boring... and im supposed to take care of the stall for around 3 hours... no pay though =(
Fernandez went out of the class room (btw, fernandez is my form teacher -.-)
15th nov is p6 night... last day of school, party night. im gonna miss all my friends and my primary school. Maybe i gonna cry ;) just maybe...
so many things to do, so little time... well, bye then.

Puberty Check + Injection

2007-11-07T20:52:00.001+08:00

zzzz =.= the puberty check is juz 2 days away , so is the injection... very long no injection le, forget pain or not pain... but my friend say the 'fire' injection makes ur hand numb and stiff... and the puberty check is disgusting. they ask u to take out all your clothes except the triangular piece of cloth then they will peep beyond the triangular piece of cloth! wtf, i am gonna skip that stupid check. im not gonna let some strangers peep at somewhr not for display >:( must think of a way to escape that check grrrr... cannot skip school leh, coz i wanna take injection or later kena measles or other illness and i dun wan go other doctor leh, so expensive, rather save up the money for other things... so how...? hmm...

RE: david copperfield

2007-11-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

this is about the 1st post that i have posted. about the david copperfield. he was arrested for raping a young girl -.- and the show was cancelled for good. he should have thought about the consequences before doing what he did.all his effort have gone down the drain, tsk tsk ... he have gone from hero to zero =( well, goodnight then =)

Sec One Posting...

2007-10-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

Ehh, today i just got the book of secondary schools for choosing. dunnid which one to choose leh! T_T how? i live near hougang area and i would like a school near my house but most good schools are so far away and i hate waking up so early just to arrive in school in time ( example is today morning was raining and i stayed in bed till 6:50 and i am supposed to reach school by 7:15 and have to travell 6 bus stops and was late again =x).aww, any suggestions anyone? D= Maybe i going paya lebar methodist girls sec school, but there the cca all not nice one, dun have basketball. Only nice ones are guitar nia... but there got indoor gym =) Still cant make up my mind. hiax... and tommorrow i going sentosa for class field trip zzz must run around in the sun collecting hints and answering questions in the heat... so sian plus today got one boring computer course AND tea appreciation course. The tea smell was nice but quite bitter... =x

david copperfield

2007-10-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

I am sure u all know who he is.If u dunno,hes the greatest illusionist of our time.I like his shows alot =D but the news just now said that he was suspected of raping a young girl -.- wonder if its true. and wonder if his show in singapore will be cancelled.but the tickets have stopped selling, aww.What do u guys think?